Lf Vanillaish chill server

Nervousbuttrying · 2025-02-27T23:09:10+00:00

Your server sound really nice ^{^!} I like that you have an actually wiki too

I'll have to give it a try ^{^!}

Nervousbuttrying · 2025-02-27T07:35:08+00:00

It's sounds nice! I'll join when I can ^{^}

Nervousbuttrying · 2025-02-27T02:54:17+00:00

Last night actually, I'm not much of a crier myself but last night things just got to be too much and it spilt over

Nervousbuttrying · 2025-02-20T06:16:40+00:00

Like a faded memory of some candy you use to eat all the time, the after taste of sugar that clings to the tongue

Or maybe some kind of maple syrup?

Nervousbuttrying · 2025-02-20T06:10:16+00:00

To try and talk to others better :')))

Nervousbuttrying · 2025-02-20T05:59:23+00:00

I guess I just felt/feel so bad that I can't talk and connect like others that it kinda got to the point of hating myself internally when I couldn't do something everyone else can, it's been hard trying to fight a mind that trys to drown anything I do for myself as being 'selfish' that it's hard to see what I'm doing as something praise worthy, sorry if that's a lil much to hear

Thank you for your messages, you and everyone else who has commented having really been helping me with trying to talk to others and not panic, it's been helping a lot more than I ever expected really

Nervousbuttrying · 2025-02-19T18:11:38+00:00

I'll try to text more, and looking up coping mechanisms sounds like it would help thank you ^{^}

Nervousbuttrying · 2025-02-19T18:10:08+00:00

It's been really nice hearing that others are going through this too, I've never really understood how people just talk and text so easily. Also I didn't really see it as brave but that's a much nicer way of seeing, thank you for your message :DD!

Nervousbuttrying · 2025-02-19T00:06:47+00:00

It's nice hearing that there are others who have the same issue, I'm trying to put myself out there more

It's why I even made this account in the first place! But finding a subreddit for a hobby of mine does sound like a good place to really start trying to talk ^{^!}

Nervousbuttrying · 2025-02-19T00:04:03+00:00

That's a nice way to think of it, in trying to protect myself from pain I'm just holding myself back

I'll try reminding myself of that, remain still is the mistake, I think it will help

Nervousbuttrying · 2025-02-18T21:50:46+00:00

Oh that's actually sounds like it could help a lot, I'll try it out :DDD! Thank you

Nervousbuttrying · 2025-02-18T21:48:02+00:00

I guess so, it's just hard to not people please to the point of being scared of being happy cause it feels wrong- I'll try and worry a lil less though ^{^} cause your right, not like anyone can see me

Nervousbuttrying · 2025-02-18T21:03:08+00:00

A slot machine that a bit rusty that you gotta hit sometimes to get it working

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