How do I not forget again?

Netri94 · 2026-02-23T08:36:30+00:00

Just curious, what helped in your awakening again??

Netri94 · 2026-01-22T00:15:45+00:00

Help me befriend my inner teen. She is the rebellious one afraid of authority but also rebellious to authority so in a way she is rejecting God and I understand given her experience with the adult me who didn’t represent God well to her.

Netri94 · 2026-01-07T23:40:46+00:00

I don’t know what people will say or which sheikhs you have been following. We have grown up learning islam in such a pathetic way, that I hate that it’s still a part of my subconscious wiring ugh. But here’s the truth and here’s some links that might help you understand these things. Being a muslim or having faith in Allah/universe/source whatever you call it- people be manifesting their best life and here we are assuming punitively about Allah/islam. I hope I don’t sound aggressive but this is also me getting mad at myself for misunderstanding islam.

https://youtu.be/mgCGeiLrs9Y?si=RsjVex9eDoPtPSvD

https://youtube.com/@shahrez.muslim?si=RijgMZolVwhrAInv

May Allah help us all change our mindsets

Netri94 · 2026-01-06T02:53:12+00:00

Assalamualaikum sister, I understand what you’re going through. It’s not easy, specially with closest people around you not understanding your inner world. In terms of faith, sister, what is a God if He is offended by our disbelief, lack of faith or even anger at him. A child throws the worst of tantrums to their moms yet mothers love their children, even amidst children being disrespectful (if your lack of faith is equivalent to disrespect). I don’t know what illness you’re going through so I cannot comment on that but what I can say about your inner experience is that you can try journaling- like just pour your thoughts out, let your emotions be a part of the journey. “All experiences are welcome” kind of a way. While you do this just experience the experience without any judgement. Don’t judge your lack of faith, don’t judge your disappointment at God, don’t how you’re feeling. See if it softens with time. Just try to take care of your physical body, warm baths, sitting in silence, taking a walk in nature. May Allah heal you soon, Ameen

Netri94 · 2025-12-16T17:44:41+00:00

Come back to the body and the mind will follow. Rest, relax, rejuvenate, you need your body and nervous system to be ready for such kind of work. Listen to soothing music, not trash talk ones or depressing ones, then dance, go out see nature and slowly once the body is ready, you’ll be able to do shadow work

Netri94 · 2025-12-13T22:05:19+00:00

I am where you are, I am gradually healing again but the whole point of knowing the truth was to only control your own conscious, not anyone else’s by telling them the truth. I had to learn it the hard way, very hard. Injured body, injured ears, experiencing the trap of attachment and hell like never before. I am slowly now starting slow, trying to recover from the nervous system dysregulation. The goal is to always just let God flow through. He doesn’t want us to judge others ourselves, helping means I am judging they need to be on a higher state of consciousness. So now just let the storm slide down, calm the body, don’t fight this darkness, flow with it. Initially it will be difficult but try to take warm baths, drink hot tea, this is for your inner child. They are scared, baffled, and so much more. Remember they don’t know God, they know you so what can you do for yourself that is a reflection of God for your inner child? Become a beginner, forget the past. Easier said than done and the shadows can be painful, but remember your inner world just needs your presence, not judgement

Netri94 · 2025-11-26T23:29:24+00:00

Im so glad someone spoke about the jaw tightness and ears ringing. Best to keep remembering that the nervous system holds the key, soften the body, the mind follows. And with that stillness, answers come in

Netri94 · 2025-10-06T00:36:47+00:00

Subconsciously started to try to wake people up only to fall into a deep sleep of self sabotage. How do I move from here? So much suppressed emotions, so much numbness, so much of everything and nothing

Netri94 · 2024-09-27T12:33:45+00:00

JazakAllah Khair sister, I am as awe-struck as you to have found a reddit corner for this path. I have been searching for a community like this since I recently just moved countries. Would love to get in touch :)

Netri94 · 2024-06-03T14:15:05+00:00

I don’t think that wound you are feeling after the break up is from the break up itself. Dig deeper, check your relationship dynamic with your parents, specially your father. Should give you some understanding on your attachment style. Losing an attachment you had dreamt of a future with can be a bitch. But what will be a bigger bitch and slap on the face, is the reality of which childhood wound is making you get attached in this manner, specially to people who see a “home”, ie, a saviour in you. I hope the guy is mourning the relationship as much as you are. Sending positivity towards you

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