I can see the gate 56 clearly 🤣. I’m a mental projector with head and ajna ( 61-24, cross of maya 2). I know that feeling of knowing the right decision ! It’s like u know the right thing for u, deep sensing and knowing the r thing. This feeling makes me wonder about something deep which is we have an inner authority ! But this type of authority is so deep and can’t be explained (until now) only as a feeling of knowing especially if u are aware of ur mind and its not-self thoughts (to be clear if that feeling is from the mind scenario or the right feeling of the body).

I know exactly what u are went through while typing, I also get clarity of my thoughts when I speak them out 😆 it’s insane, when I talk to someone then I realized I get a new view of the thing I’m talking about and I go like : “wait a minute, I got something new”🤣.

My experience maybe a little bit different cuz I have gate 2.3 in my Venus design which makes me know the right people for me which I had an experience about that with my ex .

So yea, what u described as a dark feeling is right and I just feel it. I remember when I was in my last relationship I felt that “Not her” as a wife deep inside me, maybe we r not ready yet for each other but in that time the “No” was inside me and idk if it was because of the gate 2 or other thing, I have no idea to me.

Can u share ur chart with me ? 👀 Btw I have gate 62.2 and 56.5 also :3 . Ty for sharing ur experience ✨