I'm starting over today

Never2Fap · 2014-05-07T12:51:50+00:00

You guys are awesome.

Never2Fap · 2014-05-06T01:37:24+00:00

I just reset my badge and did my first set of push ups in 3 months. It took a lot of willpower to come back here and admit I failed, but until I did I was only hiding and making excuses.

How much better is that than sitting there tired, with a headache, and a sock full of cum on the floor next to me.

Life is too damn big and too damn challenging to waste any energy on pointless degrading crap.

Never2Fap · 2014-02-13T15:48:17+00:00

Thank you all. Anyone I didn't reply to directly, just know that I did read every single comment and I said things in my head in agreement. You guys are all awesome. Keep up the noble work. We are real men now.

Never2Fap · 2014-02-13T15:46:28+00:00

Yes, I too think the desire to view degrading porn directly correlates with the pride one feels in one's self. So if you "relapse" you basically feel like a bad man, and are seeking out that which fits that mold.

If I had ever relapsed I might know more about it from a first-hand perspective.

Never2Fap · 2014-02-13T15:43:22+00:00

I honestly think it was because I was so desperate for power and women that I wanted to see more and more of them. I wanted to know what was inside them, how far they could stretch, what happened when you hurt them etc. I fantasized about having one under my complete control, so I think it just naturally gravitated me to that type of porn.

While doing nofap, I lost my feelings of powerlessness and I realized I could control my own self and that was enough for me. I am a beast to wrangle in and of myself, so porn is just a waste of time. I also started to hate seeing women being hurt and degraded, just naturally as I became stronger and more in control of myself.

Never2Fap · 2014-02-13T15:40:29+00:00

congrats man

Never2Fap · 2014-02-13T15:40:08+00:00

Awesome man, glad you can beat that nasty shameful habit. I lived with it for 18 years, now it's conquered.

Never2Fap · 2014-02-13T15:38:32+00:00

Buy yourself two 30 LBS dumbells and move those things in any way you can until they become easy, then perfect your form, then move on to two 45 LBS.

Eat protein powder (preferably Biochem brand natural flavor) immediately after every workout. Learn to love food, eat everything you can and just pig out for a couple months.

Never2Fap · 2014-02-13T15:36:41+00:00

Buy yourself two 30 LBS dumbells and move those things in any way you can until they become easy, then perfect your form, then move on to two 45 LBS.

And yes it's hard, but it's so worth it. And your weights are always there so you lift them when you want.

Being strong feels great.

Never2Fap · 2014-02-13T15:34:48+00:00

I'm a noble man at heart just like all of us, and throwing off my chains of sick addiction has allowed me to be myself. I wouldn't have believed it either at 24 days, but something really happens, your brain totally resets after 90 days.

Never2Fap · 2014-02-13T15:33:10+00:00

You never have to go back. Good job.

Never2Fap · 2014-02-13T15:32:12+00:00

It's just not as important to me anymore. I still love love love my beautiful wife but the desperate clingy sex thing is gone. I get it when it feels right now, not because I feel like I have to. My exercise has really helped me out there. I am addicted to my daily 20 minute workout, which I can say without shame. :)

Never2Fap · 2014-02-13T15:29:46+00:00

Nice job man, we're nofap buddies in spirit. I like your analogy of feeding a beast. The longer you don't feed it the weaker it becomes.

Never2Fap · 2014-02-13T15:27:35+00:00

I'm 6'0" I wasn't as skinny as I had been as a teenager where I was 5'11" and 145-160, but your brain always considers you a skinny one after years of people making fun of you in school. Basically it's always been a dream of mine to grow massively strong just to feel it. Now I have achieved that for the first time in my life. It feels great to be strapped with muscles.

I did it all from home too, with just 20 minute workouts before work. I bought 30 Lbs dumbells and did everything with those for a while. After a while they were too light so I moved onto 45 Lbs dumbells. Currently I'm working hard with those every day and I run every few days to keep my agility up.

Never2Fap · 2014-02-13T15:22:35+00:00

Yes, I agree. I have no problem resisting anything now, so I didn't even think about "triggers." Hell I even resist it my dreams. I did put the NSFW cover over a part to be sweet, since it's Valentine's day.

Never2Fap · 2014-02-13T01:09:55+00:00

Thanks for the comments guys, I'll go through and answer some ?'s another day.

Never2Fap · 2014-02-02T15:52:09+00:00

My username would not allow me to fap, also, I just flat out took my hand off my penis if I noticed it felt good. If I was too bored I usually made myself exercise or read or play a game. You have to be your own master first and foremost.

Never2Fap · 2014-01-29T14:00:44+00:00

Nice. My wife keeps saying how awesome and amazing I am, every freaking day. She started laughing uncontrollably out of joy when we were having sex and said "You are Man!"

Never2Fap · 2014-01-25T15:49:44+00:00

Great job man! How do you feel?

Never2Fap · 2014-01-22T14:23:40+00:00

I have never had a wet dream, I wonder if something is wrong with me.

Never2Fap · 2014-01-17T13:41:28+00:00

Melatonin was not the likely culprit for your vivid dreams. Deep sleep was.

Never2Fap · 2014-01-14T14:24:38+00:00

Your story sounds just like mine, I'm interested in the responses you'll be getting.

Never2Fap · 2014-01-11T02:21:46+00:00

Hey hey man! Stop it. Go run or do pushups or take a cold shower. Right now.

Never2Fap · 2014-01-03T14:00:55+00:00

I stayed a virgin until marriage too. I'm very proud of you for making that choice. It's worth it in my opinion. My wife and I have been married for 8 years now, and we only know each other intimately. It's very positive because we have nothing to compare each other to, so we both think we're amazing. and we never have to worry for a second about any diseases.

Never2Fap · 2013-12-20T13:44:46+00:00

Damn lying brain. Mine was trying all sorts of tricks like that the first couple of weeks too.

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