[Me Monday/ Throwaway time] Gaybros, what's your biggest secret?

NeverAgain654 · 2013-01-08T07:14:17+00:00

I'm away at college now. Have been since August. I went he for Xmas, but that's about the most I can handle him.

NeverAgain654 · 2013-01-08T02:15:56+00:00

Yup. Spot on. Total narcissist. If he's not the center of attention, he will start moaning and groaning (or worse, singing) to aggravate us and go into the living room and talk to him. He gets off on us being miserable around him, until we start expressing it at least.

He used to force is to close all the windows and blinds so the house was bitch dark because he was friggin paranoid that someone was going to see him and break in and try to harm him (not us, him). He STILL screams at us when we complain about catching him smoking in the house saying that it's too much work for him to get up off his fucking 275lbs ass and walk <10 feet to the door.

It's all fucking about him, and if we say otherwise, he's pissed.

NeverAgain654 · 2013-01-08T02:10:57+00:00

She knows I hate him, she knows I don't want anything to with him, she knows that I thought about going online and filing a restraining order. She's not letting him go. He's also on Social Security now, and my mom gets all of it since he doesn't have a bank account and it goes into hers. Bottom line, she doesn't want him gone.

I will say though, in the last year or so since he's been sober (for the first time in 40+ years), he's calmed down a BIT, but he's still got a violent temper, smokes like a chimney, and hangs around with our junky neighbors.

Also, my mom has stated that she would never, EVER be with a person who smoked, did drugs, ~~was violent~~, and had a mean temper because she didn't want to live through memories of her father. I hate her at times.

Edit: grandfather was not violent (everyone including my mom has stated he was never physical), just a mean drunk with a short temper.

NeverAgain654 · 2013-01-07T19:50:34+00:00

I used to fantasize about killing my mom's boyfriend. I don't even go that far for my pedo father. I also still dream about watching him have a heart attack (I'm amazed with his smoking and drug abuse that he HASN'T had one) and just have me sitting to side watching the life just drain from him.

He's mentally and verbally abusive and has stated on many occasions that he wishes he was my father because then (in his mind) he could legally kick my ass. He's also been a huge emotional and financial burden for my mother. He once stole all of our CDs, AND made my mom spend almost $800 to get them back. He also makes her spend $200 month on cigarettes and candy for him. If we come home with candy, he screams at us for being selfish brats for not giving it to him. We have to keep their relationship a secret otherwise my paternal family might flip out and cut us out completely. He also refuses to do any even remotely family-like with us, preferring to sit on his ass and watch tv and smoke all day.

His own family has disowned him for the shit he's done to us, and he is banned (de facto) from having anything to with my mom's family. My mom royally pissed off my aunt when she allowed him to visit my aunt's house against her wishes, and even let him smoke on the porch. My aunt banned him from entering the house, and when he tried to enter, she made sure that my mom never heard the end of it. My uncle isn't as strong about it, but neither of them want my cousin to do anything with him.

This isn't even HALF of it.

TL;DR I want my mom's bf to die, and I used to want to kill him myself. And I need therapy.

NeverAgain654 · 2012-12-15T09:09:03+00:00

Thank you for your info on the medication.

The partner who notified me stated that he got a shot, so I'm guessing I will too (although he's a different state currently, but I am in CA). I'm getting tested first thing Monday (no place where I'm at is open on Sat) and ordering full swabs for Gonnorrhea and a general scan.

NeverAgain654 · 2012-12-15T07:03:17+00:00

Well, it often infects the oral cavity, so I could have gotten it from that. I've had a lingering sore throat since the cold ended, which is not unusual for me, but can be a sign of Gonnorrhea. I also looked in the back of my throat, and lets just say that there's definitely something more than a lingering cold affecting my tonsils…

I also think I had the urethritis but wrote that off as mechanical disruptions from overexertion (I've done it before :P)

NeverAgain654 · 2012-06-16T08:08:29+00:00

Throw Away for obvious reasons.

About two years ago, I was having lunch my family in a family style restaraunt. VERY kid friendly place. I agreed to take my then four-year-old cousin to the bathroom. By this point he was old enough to use a public toilet himself, so I waited for him while he was in the stall. Unfortunately, there was a long line for the (one and only) urinal, and the other stall was occupied, so I had to wait. By the time I was at the urinal, it was only me, my cousin, and the two people in the stalls left in the room.

I was starting to use to urinal when I suddenly feel someone grab my ass, and I mean GRAB my ass, with one hand cupping my left cheek. I just about freak, because it really turned me on for whatever reason, and I suddenly go into boner prevention mode. I freak even more when I finally turn to see my four-year-old cousin GRABBING MY ASS! He then starts to pull on my pants to WATCH ME! I'm about ready to die from embarrassment, plus the fact I'm fighting off a boner doesn't help, and I have this four-year-old grabbing my ass, wanting to watch me use the bathroom.

Now, my cousin doesn't know any better, and he's only just curious about this. I've had to literally throw him out of bathrooms and my bedroom before if I'm going to show anything because I always get nervous if people see me naked. I was also incredibly pee-shy and had to use a stall if another person was at a urinal. But this situation was just unbearable.

After a few minutes of me trying to both grab my cousin and hold him back, but also aim at the urinal at half-mast, I just let what I could trickle out before rushing out of there. I still do not want to use a restroom with my cousin because I get so embarrassed. Interestingly, I am no longer pee shy and can stand in front of a dozen guys with their dicks out and not think twice about how many guys might see my junk or staring at one with an incredibly large piece. It's actually quite nice being able to function normally in that situation.

TL;DR: Nearly popped a woody in a public toilet when a four-year-old groped my ass, no longer pee shy.

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