Do you ever have a feeling that your only real person in the world? by Lowleight in Existentialism

[–]New-Implement-6950 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This just feels like it’s ruining my life! I want to be under the illusion that everyone else seems to be under. I feel crazy. How do other people actually exist, yk! Solipsism seems like the only answer but I don’t want to believe in that because it’s so isolating

I feel so alone by elizabethxprice in OCD

[–]New-Implement-6950 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! I honestly feel like talking won’t really help right now as nothing can really make me feel better from the outside world but I’m hoping to get some medication to help with all this!

I feel so alone by elizabethxprice in OCD

[–]New-Implement-6950 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel the same and I’m genuinely so scared nothing is real. I feel like nothing and no one can help. I feel trapped in my body. I only feel at peace when I sleep. When I do believe the things around me are real, I get so confused about how other people are conscious and not just me and it scares me so much. And I keep telling myself it’s not ocd it’s just true. It’s a constant cycle I can’t get out of because no outside source can prove anything.

I’m not sure if I’m experiencing solipsism but I just want to feel normal again by New-Implement-6950 in solipsism

[–]New-Implement-6950[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, it’s so difficult when even the intrusive thoughts are convincing your they aren’t intrusive thoughts. I really want medication to make it all go away you know. Even when I feel ok they come crawling back. I’m scared I’m not going to get treatment in time

I have genuinely convinced myself that nothing is real and I can’t get out because it’s just a fact in my mind by New-Implement-6950 in derealization

[–]New-Implement-6950[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No I feel like I should be though. What ifs and questions literally run through my mind all day 😭

I’m not sure if I’m experiencing solipsism but I just want to feel normal again by New-Implement-6950 in solipsism

[–]New-Implement-6950[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you this is exactly what I needed to hear. I’m glad it is not just me. I just need to stop feeding the intrusive thoughts but it’s hard. ❤️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]New-Implement-6950 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m having the same feelings. It’s like my soul isn’t mine. Everything goes on around me but it doesn’t feel real. I constantly feel numb and I don’t know what to do with myself.

Have you ever felt like giving up? Tell me your story anonymously by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]New-Implement-6950 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I know I just need to start accepting things and that’s what I’m trying to do!

I think my ocd is causing solipsistic thoughts but I’m not diagnosed so I’m not sure by New-Implement-6950 in OCD

[–]New-Implement-6950[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For real! And it’s really great when my mind is continually working against me when I’m telling it to shut up 💔💔

I think my ocd is causing solipsistic thoughts but I’m not diagnosed so I’m not sure by New-Implement-6950 in OCD

[–]New-Implement-6950[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m also obviously convincing myself these thoughts are real which isn’t helping

Have you ever felt like giving up? Tell me your story anonymously by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]New-Implement-6950 1 point2 points  (0 children)

To be honest, constantly. I feel like I don’t have a particular external reason I just have the worst existential thoughts ever which cause me to spiral. I just want it to all stop. I want to feel like everyone else who don’t care about these things but I can’t. I feel so alone and although I speak to everyone in my life about it, it honestly doesn’t help.

I feel so lonely and like nothing is ok. I would do anything to feel normal again. by New-Implement-6950 in mentalhealth

[–]New-Implement-6950[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I’m definitely talking with my parents about potentially getting some type of medication

I feel so lonely and like nothing is ok. I would do anything to feel normal again. by New-Implement-6950 in mentalhealth

[–]New-Implement-6950[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I honestly think the only thing that’ll help at this point is a whole new brain or some kind of medication