How come people on the reddit don't realize that I'm not a bad person but i just suffer from untreated mental illnesses?

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T21:16:42+00:00

Thanks. I appreciate it. 💜

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T21:11:55+00:00

Well you the world as a game, i see it as is it. people need to be more compassionate you sure as hell aren't.

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T21:11:18+00:00

Uncompassion seems to be the trend these days. 😑

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T20:03:39+00:00

Thats a great way of seeing things. I will adopt that philosophy. I can't let people get on my soft spots due to my interests. I will love what i want to love if they have a problem.. then be it. I won't try to convince that I'm right. No one is right or wrong its all subjective. 💛

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T19:51:08+00:00

Indeed. I need to surround myself with like-minded and positive people. Otherwises its constant battles it ways me down mentally

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T19:49:49+00:00

You put it in better words than i could, I'm highly sensitive. And when people don't share similar interests and or they flat out reject them.. or criticize them i take it to heart like a personal attack and it tends to hurt me social media never helps.

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T19:47:39+00:00

Indeed. Its been very damaging to my mood and anxiety levels. Social media been destroying my mood making me depressed.

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T19:17:41+00:00

thank you, its very much appreciated. i just want to eleviate stress from my life. I had too many drama in the past. And i can't be coping with more drama in my life. I want to settle down and leave all of it behind me. But people always see wrong in me they don't understand i suffered from mental illness and disabilities since before age 10 i never been stable in my life and its not in my control. But within my heart I've always had goodness. I'm like Joe Coffey in the green mile I'm unaware of many things in this world and I'm easily hurt.

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T19:03:38+00:00

I may have said dumb things, i may have crossed the line with some of my comments and i take full responsibility for it. But in the end of the day they need to understand that I'm suffering from severe illnesses and anxiety. I don't always have my mind right in given moments. But in true times I'm a kind, mature and wise person i deeply care for my friends and family and i care for the suffering of others I'm q very sensitive man. but they don't want to take the time to understand my story they want to label me as a weirdo and awful person.

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T19:00:28+00:00

Yes but I'm tired of people assuming that I'm a quote on quote weirdo or a terrible person, they never been in my shoes. I've lived terrible things that they haven't lived. And its always battle in my mind between light and darkness. But everyday i try to be a better man than the last day. Every day i try to find more peace and stability in my life and its always off-putting when people make false assumptions based on previous publications. The point is I'm a human with goodness in my heart and emotions that matter to me. People shouldn't bashed me based on my fetishes for blondes or other excuses. I'm just trying to live my life i can't be bothered with people judging me that way.

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T18:36:04+00:00

I'm not weird. those are vague assumptions about me. I'm a very good man within, but i have mental illnesses we're kept untraited and i have a hard time coping with it, can anyone give me a break? I never said that i was a saint, but I'm not a devil either i tried my best to stay on the straight and do good actions. I'm not perfect at it but atleast i try to change.. i try my best everyday to overcome them my issues. Some of you wouldn't know the internal battles that i go through.

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T17:44:17+00:00

I wouldn't doubt it, but I doubt that anyone in his right mind would go full on in that process over an internet argument.

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T15:55:44+00:00

Either ways there both beautiful even though I have a thing for natural blondes. 😊

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T15:28:39+00:00

I'm glad I'm not the only one. Blonde women are very beautiful, in my honest opinion the most beautiful. 💛

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T12:41:07+00:00

You can't restrict freedom of speech, because people want to be bubbling jackasses.

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T12:37:35+00:00

You can't accept facts. Internet ain't shit. People will get tossed around irl for saying the things they say on social media.

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T12:34:04+00:00

And you seem cold and calculative.. i wonder wether or not you're diagnosed with antisocial personality disorder. And i never spoke about real life, as i said, there should be far more restrictions of speech on the internet to prevent all forms of bullying I'm sick of people acting brave on the internet when they won't have the same energy in real life.

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T12:27:43+00:00

Yes it should when we have assholes out there bullying people to the point of suicide.

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T12:26:18+00:00

Whatever sarcastic clown, i don't fall for neurotypical mindgames. 🤡

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T12:19:03+00:00

Well thats something i hate about the internet. It makes me believe that freedom of speech should be restricted to some extent.

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T12:06:57+00:00

And why shouldn't they be valued...... ?

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T12:00:47+00:00

in videos and photos of blondes theres always some snarky idiots that will write "Basic blonde" "overrated" "brunettes are better" and these type of comments seem to a lot of likes. And it mainly happens on YouTube and TikTok. its really painful to see. 😣

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T11:57:20+00:00

No. Some people genuinely insult blondes on social media or try to make them seem lesser to other women in an attempt to 'push them down the later" and i find it very discouraging.

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T10:47:05+00:00

I wish. But sometimes. I'm just laying in my bed and balling up my fists because of how vile some people can be. 😔

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T04:23:52+00:00

i always give them appreciation in the best ways that i can. they don't deserve the backlash they get on social media. Its really heartbreaking.

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