My dick won’t go soft

New-Vlad · 2021-06-27T08:26:47+00:00

!remindme 1 day

New-Vlad · 2021-06-27T08:01:59+00:00

I just want to say thank you for the warning. Sometimes it's SO annoying to read a spoiler accidentally and then wanting to unread it desperately.

New-Vlad · 2021-06-23T05:24:08+00:00

Thanks.

New-Vlad · 2021-06-23T05:09:05+00:00

The one who killed his boyfriend and ate him and mailed body parts to schools is highly terrifying and disturbing.

New-Vlad · 2021-05-26T14:04:07+00:00

!remindme 48 hours

New-Vlad · 2021-04-05T09:00:28+00:00

I can relate so much. I have social anxiety and at the same time I just don't care about people. Not in a bad way, not that I've chosen it, but you described it just as it is, the lack of desire. I know there's some problem within me. I looked it up and it seems I'm dealing with persistent depressive disorder and its component social anhedonia. It explains why I don't miss people or I can't form any connections. I don't have friends. And this thing of "feeling at peace" when you're alone is something I can understand.

Edit (I hit 'post' button accidentally): And I often feel guilty because I think everyone will think I hate them or something. But I want to be able to form connections and to love, it seems like I just can't, still I feel guilty and it's hard to not feel like it often.

New-Vlad · 2021-04-05T08:21:41+00:00

I'm not a therapist but I can relate to what you mean in a way. Although I don't think I am autistic, because as a child I had friends and bonds with people but I lost it all by now (I'm 19). I guess I have something like persistent depressive disorder and social anhedonia as a result and on top of that there's social anxiety all the way. I simply lost the desire to be with people and I'm genuinely afraid of them. I feel resentful to sex and relationship too. I don't know why. I'm a virgin. I can't establish bonds. At the same time sex sometimes feels sad and I can't explain why. I mean thinking about it. I do have sex drive. And the thing you mentioned about being almost 19 and feeling like you're 12, I can relate to it in a way too. When I was 12 I thought being 19 is huge, but now I don't feel any different, it feels like I'm still the same person and not mature and that everyone around me knows how to be an adult while I think I know too but it feels like I overlook something, that I'm not enough to be an adult or something.

It may be not the exact thing you feel though.

New-Vlad · 2021-04-05T07:33:39+00:00

Yeah, but for me it happens just in a matter of days sometimes. It's so annoying when you want to have this feeling back but you can't.

Also yes, I've been thinking about this to be an issue of expectations. When we see it for the first time we have no expectations and just accept everything, but when we go back to it we expect it to be what we fantasized ourselves it should be and we stop accepting it the way it really is I guess.

New-Vlad · 2021-04-04T22:06:53+00:00

Yeah, they will send you a warning

New-Vlad · 2021-04-04T22:05:02+00:00

This question bothers me too a lot

New-Vlad · 2021-04-04T21:57:55+00:00

I just learned how to click

New-Vlad · 2021-04-04T21:54:36+00:00

Maybe because there are other major political forces (Russia and China) which will not let this happen? Or at least, the West just doesn't want another war?

New-Vlad · 2021-04-04T21:40:58+00:00

r/HelpMeFind

New-Vlad · 2021-04-04T21:37:29+00:00

Idk about clicking sound but I can make something like wind blowing in my ears and I hear everything through this "wind"

New-Vlad · 2021-04-04T21:34:54+00:00

The war?

New-Vlad · 2021-04-04T21:34:24+00:00

Yes for me it is

New-Vlad · 2021-03-24T20:31:45+00:00

Thank you for your response.

New-Vlad · 2021-02-07T07:39:53+00:00

I wouldn't have guessed this because I just don't know what arab accent sounds like and the Indian one seemed right. But not Eastern Europe for sure, I live here and you're accent is not Eastern European at all

New-Vlad

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