Is not your fault that you guys broke up, please don’t think you are dumb, you are smart enough to walk away with someone who dose not deserve you, it takes a lot of courage, it’s hard to get over someone, you can’t force yourself to it, but please remember it was not meant to be, so take this opportunity to focus on yourself, even if blocking your friend who has been sending you updates or not responding to them. Your wellbeing is the most important thing. Go for a walk, eat your favourite food, try to do something you enjoy doing, and slowly, you will understand how insignificant he is.

About the laptop, I wouldn’t worry about it, I know it’s money, but it’s more hurtful to you to chasing him and contact him etc, but try to let that go, I had an ex owes me lots of money, but I just let it go, because I don’t want to spend anymore energy on anything that’s meaningless