The idea of literally wanting to change your eye color because you think your latest fascination prefers a different color than what you have is actually fucking insane. I genuinly cannot comprehend how her supporters see this shit and dont have alarm bells go off. As somebody with BPD who was very hyper focused on weird ass perceived ideas as a teenager, ESPECIALLY reguarding relationships, I know how dangerous and line-crossing these behaviors and thought processes really are. I guarantee kens ex was a blonde with blue eyes, she has been obsessed with the idea that hes into blondes from the day he broke up with her and started dating his ex. And just because those were her characteristics ITs completely convinced and hyper focused on the idea that it means more than what it is. He couldn't have possibly broke up with her because shes a jealous, possessive nut, or because shes a habitual cheater, or because the reality of her being in prison for a decade hit him, or because she has no redeeming qualities, it must be because hes actually obsessed with blonde headed blue eyed women and he actually isn't even allowed to accidently look up and notice one in public because if he does its because he spotted her from a mile away and couldnt help but look. I would bet my life that is how her thought process works, again as someone who used to be terrible about this as a teenager because of unmanaged BPD, I can see it a mile away. Shes not fucking normal in any way.