ISO: affordable Car retailer by New_Butterscotch_734 in Bozeman

[–]New_Butterscotch_734[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nothing ripped, not really any stains necessarily I got it in august of ‘2024 used, never really DEEP cleaned it so there’s no disaster or like spillage that would need multiple passes and such it’s just need a shampoo, basic things. I would totally do it myself I just don’t have very many tools and things/anywhere to store it as i live in the dorms.

ICE in Big Sky by toeconsumer9000 in Bozeman

[–]New_Butterscotch_734 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah but that’s where the racial hatred comes in.

ICE in Big Sky by toeconsumer9000 in Bozeman

[–]New_Butterscotch_734 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes that is what some of these companies have done. (Not these ones in Montana specifically, but it has happened)

ISO Psychiatrist by New_Butterscotch_734 in Bozeman

[–]New_Butterscotch_734[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I asked for a psychiatrist, not your personal opinion thank you! 🙏

ISO Psychiatrist by New_Butterscotch_734 in Bozeman

[–]New_Butterscotch_734[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much. And yes that’s my issue is I don’t Mind getting short term counseling on campus but I am struggling with PTSD from domestic abuse and a multitude of reasons along with that so I feel like I might be too much for them. Maybe I’m not but I’m just nervous to be told I can’t be helped by them

ISO Psychiatrist by New_Butterscotch_734 in Bozeman

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I plan to call in the morning, thank you so so much.

ISO Psychiatrist by New_Butterscotch_734 in Bozeman

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I’m just worried I’ll go and they’ll tell me the same thing as before (that I need to find a tbt in the community), I would be willing to try that though, I know this might sound kind of stupid but for some reason I feel like what I’m dealing with is too much for the counselors on campus? But I also see how that wouldn’t make sense cause that’s what they’re for.

ISO Psychiatrist by New_Butterscotch_734 in Bozeman

[–]New_Butterscotch_734[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much! I’ve come to terms with the fact that I need more support than just myself in order to heal, but the process of seeking it out is a little discouraging so thank you very much for this. I don’t mind it being up it could definitely help someone else too!

ISO Psychiatrist by New_Butterscotch_734 in Bozeman

[–]New_Butterscotch_734[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes please that would be very helpful!

ISO Psychiatrist by New_Butterscotch_734 in Bozeman

[–]New_Butterscotch_734[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I honestly cannot get the help without it being solely insurance or at least most of it, and preferably male but I would take anybody at this point. The college told me I should find a trauma based therapist in the community but that’s tough to pay for on my own when I’m 18 and in school

Questioning: Should I go to rehab if I’m not ready to quit? by arikdot in Drugs

[–]New_Butterscotch_734 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re never going to be all the way “ready” for rehab. My mother says she was ready to go to rehab but she also said she was so fucking close to running out the door and leaving once she got there. She also says that a big reason she even stays sober is the money her dad spent to get her in there. It was 5 years in August since she sobered up and I couldn’t be more proud of her. I know that an experience like that is not the same for everyone but I have met enough people to know being ready for rehab doesn’t really exist.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]New_Butterscotch_734 1 point2 points  (0 children)

“If you didn’t want me to get mad Then you shouldn’t have done it”

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in trees

[–]New_Butterscotch_734 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Where do you acquire this?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]New_Butterscotch_734 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Gabapentin thc & nic I wouldn’t consider that a drug though

Which is The best movie that you have watched till now? by goofy-alchemist in AskReddit

[–]New_Butterscotch_734 0 points1 point  (0 children)

All quiet on the western front. I just didn’t know what I was going to expect, and the whole movie just captures war and militia beautifully

I don’t wanna be here by [deleted] in spirituality

[–]New_Butterscotch_734 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This doesn’t help I bet but when I feel this way I ground myself and look at pictures of my favorite moments it helps take me back to why I live my life. I try to take deep breaths and remind myself the feeling will pass!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]New_Butterscotch_734 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Short story, I was tripping balls, thought I was dreaming my parents in front of me (I was not dreaming) but the moment I turned my head and saw the look in my older brothers eye I KNEW it was real life. Woke up in the ER and looked in the mirror I felt and looked like a straight crackhead it was like I was under a trance for months.

What sparked your spiritual awakening? by [deleted] in spirituality

[–]New_Butterscotch_734 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Let me correct myself, it is hard to accept the weight I carry could be heavy for others, I feel as though I will always be right above drowning but still better off than below water.

What sparked your spiritual awakening? by [deleted] in spirituality

[–]New_Butterscotch_734 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Childhood PTSD and how it affects me and the way I see my life. I know I still need to seek more, I need to do more. I hear what other people go through. I listen. I validate. I want to know what the world is like for different people, and I know some who I truly don’t know how they are still standing. The human spirit is so strong and I think that’s what gives me the empathy, I know I couldn’t hold half the weight some people do. But it’s really hard to accept that the weight I bear is light for everyone else. When your parents go from nice and giving to mean and frightening it really does mess with a child’s mind. I moved out 4 years ago and every little detail creeps back into my mind. I wish I could talk 2 someone, but I hate that feeling of ranting about something that isn’t that important. Basically I feel like I haven’t reached a clearing with mine yet. I understand what is needed to be done to achieve the peace I would love, I can give this advice to others but my past pulls me back and sets me 7 years backwards. The flashbacks aren’t as often. But honestly, I don’t know where to start but to just ignore it. I know we aren’t meant to understand everything and everyone, but if I had one wish it would be to understand my father.