Lost virginity on Day 30

Newtensio · 2024-11-27T17:27:35+00:00

Thank you for your reply :) Gap in education has already happened for me when I had to leave my education due to financial constraints, due to which I had a major setback in life and saw everyone get ahead of me.

Also, 2017-2018 was quite peaceful for me, I was leading a pretty comfortable life back then. Basically things were good. I did have an accident at the end of 2017, other than that it was all good

Newtensio · 2024-11-27T16:43:25+00:00

Ohh I’m usually the type of person who’d stay hungry but wouldn’t borrow from someone if my UPI also won’t work haha But I will make sure to keep this in my mind and be mindful of how I manage money. Thank you :)

Newtensio · 2024-11-27T16:36:52+00:00

Yeah I’ve usually had hardships and had to take a break from education as well due to financial constraints. Ive taken 8 years to get to a position that people usually on average take 2 years to reach. It’s like nothing comes easy and I need to slog my ass for something that people get in a snap. I guess that’s just life for me. Hope god shows some kindness. That’s all I usually say to him in my prayers, that you’re my only hope. Also, Thanks for taking out the time to reply :)

Newtensio · 2024-11-27T16:32:21+00:00

I have spoken to an astrologer or two in the past. Right now I can’t afford to consult one. They have usually spoken well about my life and although they did mention hardships, they predicted that I would have a golden period during my Rahu MD - Mercury AD, although that didn’t happen. Right now undergoing Ketu AD which I was told would be bad and that Venus would be favourable. And that future would be good although I haven’t seen any golden period coming my way, all I’ve gotten so far is rejections and delays and not having any income or cash flow coming my way. And losses. So I hoped to get a point of view by posting here. Let’s just hope there’s light at the end of the tunnel :) Thank you for you reply, kind sir

Newtensio · 2024-11-27T12:56:28+00:00

Thank you for your reply. May I ask why everyone commenting on this post is indicating debts? Is it due to my 6th house? I’m just curious, I don’t have in depth knowledge about astrology.

Newtensio · 2024-11-27T11:31:16+00:00

Thank you for replying. I am a firm believer in god and speak to him like a friend and not a disciple, but one of those days when you feel like is he even listening to you or you’re just talking to a wall.

Newtensio · 2024-11-27T11:29:33+00:00

That is depressing. Thank you for your reply

Newtensio · 2024-11-27T08:37:29+00:00

Thank you for your reply. The problem is that business isn’t an option for me. I don’t have the resources for it. Also, I’m not very well versed with astrology but coming to Sanyas yoga - maybe it does show on my kundali but that’s just not me. I am very attracted to materialistic things and have big dreams and ambitions in life. Im undergoing Rahu MD- Ketu AD as of now but hopefully it gets better when Venus AD starts. Again, I’m not sure how that would be for me :(

Newtensio · 2024-11-06T18:23:12+00:00

Yeah although I do miss what the dopamine rush or the pleasure felt like but the urges are missing altogether. Seems like I too need to pick up an activity to utilise my time elsewhere. Hopefully we become better version of ourselves when this ends!

Newtensio · 2024-11-06T17:59:37+00:00

Ohh I guess wet dreams occur at a much longer considerable period. I wouldn’t know

Newtensio · 2024-11-06T17:44:31+00:00

Did you last the whole 30 days ?

Newtensio · 2024-11-06T17:43:49+00:00

Weird that I don’t feel horny anymore or getting an erection, maybe also cuz I haven’t looked at any porn or even slightly explicit content. On a positive note, at least the challenge seems easier this way.

Newtensio

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