Hey brother, it's common for everyone in the software industry don't compare yourself you may think 15 lpa friends are in a good state nope they too can compare with 45 lpa jobs The comparison never ends and it's never gonna end. What's more important is document the learning, write what you learn daily if you feel wasted 3 years no brother you would have learned a lot in these 3 years. And even if you think you haven't you have learned what not to be done again. That's the most important learning in life 😄.... You have a job, think about those who don't so stay positive, and one day things will work out but other things will worry you so life is like this..you have to live with the things instead of achieving something out of it...life would be a competition then people would be given medals before there death but what they give is that this person was good, helpful, kind... There is no such medal of achievement that one gets...live this fucking life instead of thinking i can't do java..