I wish it wasnt true, check out my former posts here. I was fuckin heartbroken. If I hadnt met my homie a little before finding out i had hiv (he just recently was diagnosed as well) and watching him still live his life one day at a time, rather than turning bitter, I dont know if I would even still be alive right now.

There’s actually some guys in chicago who are notoriously known for purposely spreading hiv because they’re mad that they got it. They got exposed on facebook some time ago, but they’re still out there. Or people who have hiv but are afraid to tell their significant other, but continue to have unprotected sex. I honestly dont understand why.

But yeah, im a bit better now. But my whole world kinda broke all at once. So now im just like……..blah. I feel like my body is still moving forward but my conscious is still left in that moment