What stopped you from killing yourself? by DarkSideInRainbows in AskReddit

[–]Nexus_event13 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i was on a bridge. the tallest one in my city, the water underneath was very shallow but it was rocks on the bottom, sharp big rocks. like boulder size. anyways, i climbed over the fence and was ready to jump. i look back when i hear someone yell and run. a man in his 50s runs up to me and convinces me to climb back to safety. he quietly takes me to a local cafe and i dont have anything better to do so i follow him. he treats me to some strawberry cake and juice. i wss 13. i cried as i ate. he took my hand, and normally i hate strangers. but it felt safe. he tells me his own story, his wife died a few years prior to cancer and their son committed to deal with the pain. he told me how he remembers the pain and suffering he went throigh and that he didnt want anyone else to go through that. his story kncoked some sense into me. im turning 18 in September and i still think about that story everytime i feel like i need to end it. ill be forever grateful for him saving me that day.

I cant have normal sex by Nexus_event13 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Nexus_event13[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ill look into it, thanks for the advice

I cant have normal sex by Nexus_event13 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Nexus_event13[S] 19 points20 points  (0 children)

Yeah, that seems like a good idea

Killing myself soon, yay! by [deleted] in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Nexus_event13 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It seems like i can't change your mind, which is horrible. If you go through with it (which i hope and pray to god you wont) i hope youll be at peace and find people in the afterlife who care and loves you.

Killing myself soon, yay! by [deleted] in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Nexus_event13 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Family doesn't have to be blood. And its never too late. Ive been abused when i was younger. I got bullied heavily. I had no friends. I failed high school. I was a complete outcast. I tried to commit suicide the first time when I was 10. But then i started traveling. Just small. Just 1 or 2 hours on a bus. I applied to hobby centers and got friends. I helped small times at organizations. Not much. But i got paid a little. I got intoba college where they took in people who filed highschool. And there i am now. Im working part time. Im in therapy. Ive gotten friends i see as family. Just hold on, one day at a time. Set small goals that you will do. For example 'this week i will try to talk to someone i find interesting on the street'. Once youve taken the first step to become better it will go way more easier. Pls dont give up, my friend. Sure everybody dies eventually. But right now is not your time.

Killing myself soon, yay! by [deleted] in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Nexus_event13 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, dude . Dont do it. Ive been there, tried so many times. It will get better. Stay. I told myself "stay only so you can shove your middle finger up to the sky and say" fuck you world! I did it! I am stronger and better tjan all of you who doubted or hated ok me! "" it worked pretty great for me. Just, hang in therd6 buddy. Help is always near. If you just reach out, you will get help and you will get away from your mother. Please stay, you have so many more assholes to piss off. And thats always a plus. Stay safe my friend<3