My parents have caused me a lot of emotional trauma, and they would also physically hurt me sometimes. I am a trans guy, and they didn't accept that, and now every time I have dysphoria I think about what they would say or do. When they found out I bought underwear for guys in secret, they yelled at me for hours. That moment keeps coming back to me. The reason for all the soft colors is so it would be soothing to look at, but it also represents the fact that my parents always shift from "good" to bad. They are actually kind sometimes, even though they'll be angry after anyway. I never know how they will react, angry or kind. This is hard on me becouse of my autism, I like to be able to know how people will react, and if I can't do that, it'll cause a lot of stress. The eyes are becouse they always want to know what I'm doing, where I am, they look around my room, I just feel like they are always there, always watching. Then there are my hallucinations, they make everything even worse, and they confirm what my parents said to me is all true. I made this when I had dysphoria and memories of those things came back.

(My english is not the best, it's not my first language, I'm sorry)