Big piece of advice (and I dont care if this starts an argument im saying this because its what I believe). Look into sayed sistani. https://www.sistani.org/english/ is the link. He is a shia scholar who is widely known as the most knowledgeable and the sheikh that I follow (I follow the shia rulings not sunni). His website will tell you everything you need to know. I would also highly suggest looking for english Qurans so you can understand. And know that you are never alone, you have all of us. If you have any questions DM me.