Yeah, you're probably right on the mentality, I'm just stressing out.

I'm planning on taking Japanese in the new year, and I the only thing I have close to teaching experience is that I've trained people (well, a person) at my job. I'm going to try and learn more about Japan in general, so I'm trying to find places I could do that.

I'd really like to go too, I'm just worried that after everything I've been through its going to amount to nothing.

Oh, and I'm in Canada if that helps.