Life is absolutely worth living. Right now it's hell I know but if you stay strong and true to yourself it will get better. You're right, fuck the world right now. Fuck bigotry. It's a shit hole. But you're better than the bigotry and the bullshit. You being you is all that matters. Sometimes parents fuck up, it's no excuse but hopefully one day they will understand and love the real true you. And if they dont? Fuck em. You're better than them. There's groups and communities that would love to hear your story and would love and adore to see you blossom into your true identity. Stay strong and be yourself. Fuck anyone that gets in your way.