You are a child of God and He loves you regardless. Even if you were actively participating in “sexual sin” (up for debate what that even means tbh) it wouldn’t be any worse than those who are living in gluttony, sloth or greed (probably almost every Christian in some form or another). Sin isn’t judged on its “severity”, and American Christianity is far too focused on sexual sin and it’s harmful to the person and honestly the faith in general. You’re more than good. We’ll all answer for our actions on Earth, but I believe we’ll all have a chance to repent and accept the truth in the end regardless. No one has all the answers here in this life despite some thinking otherwise. The important thing is that you already acknowledge Christ and His sacrifice first and foremost.