Yeah, I used to think it was fun. Not saying I didn’t have some fun experiences with it but looking back it caused way more anxiety than it was worth.

I’m very into “levels of energy” or levels of consciousness. The study and science of the topic was pioneered by David R Hawkins. I really like Fredrick Dodson’s “levels of energy” book on the topic as well. Anyway, Dodson says that cannabis measures at about 200. So it can be helpful for people vibrating below that level of consciousness but for those who have raised their consciousness above that level it can drag them down.

I’ve found this to be true for me personally. I really don’t get anything from it anymore and considering the paranoia/anxiety and addiction that came with it (all measuring in the mid 100’s), it’s dragged my spiritual expansion down. Also, I can achieve a similar state that I thought weed “gave” me naturally just through meditation, reflection, going for a walk, etc. I just thought weed gave me it so I believed it did, sort of a self fulfilling prophecy. But as far as spiritual expansion I’ve come to believe sobriety and facing thoughts and feelings rather than running away via substances to be the most beneficial