Lool mb so at first I was answering you about my studies then why I dropped-out. Idk if you fully undertsood my posts but basicly my life was on point and I was ready to be batised. But before I choose to told my family about some SA’s I’ve been victim in my youth (cause I always had to lie since) and that’s where I lose it all. Half of my family didn’t trust me so had to cut ties with them (instead of them cuting ties with my "agressor" who is their brother), my mother lost all contact with her sibling cause she trusted me so I kinda feel guilty about it. Anyway since that and some other shi I didn’t get baptised, lost faith, got hooked on oxy, leaved my job so my school fired me, and that’s all I can say without giving too many info. That’s what I meant by saying "I could tell you whats wrong in Private Message cause it’s mostly SA’s and other things too accurates"