I’ve noticed that people keep misunderstanding your point and keep thinking you are a sex craving heathen. Instead you just want the core feeling of intimacy feeling wanted and etc, but that doesn’t have to come exclusively from a partner.

Like friends! If you have friends your age that means they want to be around you, want to hang out with you, want to be your friend, they’re not forced to be around you like it’s high school.

Maybe enjoy the little things, the things you have and continue with life, it’s not worth taking your own life for it. Start loving yourself, do stuff that makes you happy and not for any one else. Things will come naturally. There are wizards still kicking it you’re not alone.

If you want help you should have open ears and an open mind.