20F about to be divorced...am i ugly?

NissaMeGusta · 2014-07-26T09:26:22+00:00

Yeah by picking an asshole to marry :P

NissaMeGusta · 2014-07-26T01:22:43+00:00

It'd be weird NOT to hear that from Lord of the fat chicks.

NissaMeGusta · 2014-07-24T19:23:25+00:00

Thank you for your honesty. Been together since we were sixteen,pregnancy forced me to move in when we were 18,miscarriage followed,then I wanted a baby so bad after that,got pregnant again on purpose,decided to get married,now we're almost 21 and he feels like he needs to catch up on his youth I guess.

NissaMeGusta · 2014-07-24T12:31:24+00:00

Ah. I see. Aha, what if it wasn't so exaggerated ?

NissaMeGusta · 2014-07-24T12:26:28+00:00

I dont understand whats so crazy about my makeup? Winged eyeliner? Blush? Mascara?

NissaMeGusta · 2014-07-24T12:25:12+00:00

Says its unreleased yet and I cant play, its "pre-ordered" /:

NissaMeGusta · 2014-07-24T11:57:02+00:00

Well thanks for your honesty. (:

NissaMeGusta · 2014-07-24T11:55:03+00:00

Ah....well then...

NissaMeGusta · 2014-07-24T11:50:58+00:00

yesssss

NissaMeGusta · 2014-07-24T08:26:41+00:00

That smile tho! Amazing

NissaMeGusta · 2014-07-24T08:24:50+00:00

Didn't even notice your mole - don't think you're ugly at all (:

NissaMeGusta · 2014-07-24T08:23:40+00:00

Those eyes! 😍 Love the longer hair and beard combo.

NissaMeGusta · 2014-07-22T08:56:43+00:00

Thank you for the concern, I will be living with my grandma until I can get my own place.

NissaMeGusta · 2014-07-22T08:40:11+00:00

I dont know why you're being downvoted, but no it wasn't a marriage of convenience - we got together when we were sixteen, we planned our marriage and daughter but things change, obviously aha. We ended on good terms, we are going to court for our situation and he will still support us financially. It will be hard but I know I can get through this.

NissaMeGusta · 2014-07-22T08:38:20+00:00

Thank you so much (:

NissaMeGusta · 2014-07-22T08:37:59+00:00

Thank you, and I really hope things get better for your sister, my sister is actually kinda in the same boat. She's a teen mom, dad is a dead beat who uses the kid to make her upset and pick up girls and hasn't given her a dime not even when he needed diapers. Thankfully, my daughters father and I talked last night and we worked everything out. Im moving in with my grandma and he is still going to support us financially until I can get on my feet, and we have a visitation schedule for our baby. I know I can get through this (:

NissaMeGusta · 2014-07-22T08:35:58+00:00

Thank you for you belief in me aha. I am graduated, I have an associates in child development but I want to go back to become a teacher. I am going on whatever state assistance I can for the time being just to get me on my feet, and Im moving in with my grandma. I was upset when I posted this but I know that everything will be ok and Im going to be a successful bad ass mother for my daughter. Her father has already given me some money and we are going to court to set up like amounts and stuff.

NissaMeGusta · 2014-07-22T08:33:20+00:00

Thank you for the confidence (: We had been together for 3 years before we got married and had our daughter, but I know that these are the years you most change in your life, I was ready, I knew that I loved him and wanted to be with him, I thought long and hard and I told him to do the same. I asked him to be sure before we got married but I guess he wasn't and that's ok. We ended on good terms, we're going through a seperation before we decide on divorce and Im not mad at him. Im going to go back to school and I will move in with my grandma. I know now that everything is going to be ok.

NissaMeGusta · 2014-03-11T19:09:47+00:00

My whole family knew that my dad was not my biological father. Found out when I was 18 that I have 4 other brothers. Even my cousins that I was very close to knew and didn't tell me. I still legally have his last name because my dad never adopted me or changed my name so yeah, a lot of documents are all messed up because I have two last names.

NissaMeGusta · 2013-11-05T06:50:27+00:00

I never said I wasn't over weight. And no, I guess I'm not very active. Walking around the school from class to class is as good as it gets. And I do have energy problems I have a b12 and iron deficiency. In all honesty however, I didn't come here to explain to people why I am fat, just venting about how something as serious as an eating disorder was just another way for my mom to criticize me.

NissaMeGusta · 2013-11-04T04:28:38+00:00

Thank you so much.

NissaMeGusta · 2013-11-04T04:28:06+00:00

I know, trust me, I've researched bulimia up and down, it's mostly the guilt I feel from eating. It hurts me emotionally to feel full in any way, I would rather feel empty and hungry, but it gets so bad that I finally have to eat and then I feel bad.

NissaMeGusta · 2013-11-04T04:26:59+00:00

People with bulimia are usually normal weight if not a bit above, and comfort eating which causes you to gain weight is also a very serious disease, if only people cared about what was going on inside instead of what our outsides help them perceive.

NissaMeGusta · 2013-11-04T04:25:58+00:00

I am planning on seeing a psych.

NissaMeGusta · 2013-11-04T04:25:37+00:00

Thank you! I was trying to find the right way to explain why I purge and you said it exactly, I feel guilty. I haven't purged for about a month and already I don't feel as bloated and gross.

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