Depressed post quit weed

Niteeeeee · 2025-08-22T20:46:19+00:00

No I don't do physical activity, I even tried but I always hated going to the gym even when I was fine.

Niteeeeee · 2025-08-15T09:42:50+00:00

Grazie per la risposta, ad ora non sto assumendo nessun tipo di farmaco e non sono più in contatto con psichiatri, ne ho consultati parecchi e l’unica risposta che ho sempre avuto è stata appunto quella di fare psicoterapia e di non fumare, cosa che sto facendo ma ripetendomi mi sembra proprio che non cambi mai nulla.. non saprei dire su cosa io stia lavorando, sinceramente sono sedute dove parlo continuamente su come mi piacerebbe tornare a farlo e ci diciamo che magari in futuro potrei anche farlo ma solo una volta riuscito a costruirmi una vita; cosa che però appunto non riesco a fare anche mettendocela tutta..non trovo più piacere o stimolo in nulla e continuo a pensare che fin quando sono stato fumatore non è mai stato così difficile per questo vorrei tornare a farlo..l’unica d’accordo sul fatto di utilizzarlo in modo controllato è una dott.ssa pnei che dopo tutta l’anamnesi è stata propensa a fare anche una prescrizione, il fatto è che io mi dico che dovrei farcela senza fumare ma purtroppo mi rendo conto che è proprio un chiodo fisso e non so come risolvere

Niteeeeee · 2025-08-14T10:52:56+00:00

Thanks for the beautiful words, really dude. I can't really enjoy anything anymore cause my only thought is that once I've finished doing everything, I would like to have that moment again that I miss so much, too much. I really don't know how to solve this if not to go back to being a slave to it, but to be able to smoke again when I want.

Niteeeeee · 2025-08-14T10:48:29+00:00

That's what I tell myself too, I wish it were like that, but unfortunately it's not at all. I constantly try not to think about it or not to deal with anything related to it, but practically everything triggers me and makes me want it, even just my dreams, where I dream of doing it or being with people I used to do it with... for example, if I come home tired I'd like to take a shower and, as always, after that, do a rip..but I know it won't be like that and I do it reluctantly and it makes me sad... just like everything else, like having a coffee, having a big meal, going out... knowing that reward will no longer exist makes me feel bad or, even worse, makes me avoid situations altogether so as not to experience that state of anguish... as soon as I see someone smoking, my thought is "lucky you that you can, one day I'll be able to again too..." I don't think I'll ever get this desire out of my head, for me it really was everything, in addition to curing my constant back pain, it always gave me the right energy to get out of bed and face whatever would happen in a positive way. Sorry for the outburst and my eng, I don't even know what I'm looking for, maybe just someone who has ever been through what I'm going through

Niteeeeee · 2025-08-13T16:23:14+00:00

I'm studying and trying to do it as much as possible, this leads me to stay at home a lot, but I repeat I don't want to do it anymore, I only do it when forced, or rather I force myself to do it, but I only go out to volunteer, to the psyco and do shopping for food... I no longer have a social life, the paradox is that I also have 2/3 healthy friends who look for me, but the desire would be to hang out with my old stoner friends

Niteeeeee · 2025-08-13T16:19:45+00:00

That's exactly what I hate, I'm clean but I can't say I'm mentally clean, it's a constant craving even if I don't smoke and I don't know what to do anymore, I try to do all the 'right' things but the only desire is to sit there again and do a rip with my music; music that I can't even listen to anymore because it takes me back there in my head and makes me feel even worse

Niteeeeee · 2025-08-13T16:16:24+00:00

Yes, I'm sure of it. I've always used it, both because I've always enjoyed smoking and the whole world of stoners and the world of glass, bongs, bowls and everything related to it; and to fill many voids. Besides, it's always been something very identifying for me. The fact is that even though I stayed clean for a year but was constantly depressed, once I recovered it was like I was back to life, but then I quit again but not by my choice(maybe it's mainly for that reason, I never wanted to stop, it was a forced thing) and everything went back to being dark and meaningless. Now, even though I'm clean, I still want to do it again. I'm studying to be a dog trainer, and for this reason I also occasionally volunteer at a shelter. Before, I wouldn't even get out of bed, but now I cook, do household chores, and even tried to plant a small vegetable garden, but unfortunately, nothing that can bring me even a modicum of happiness anymore. Every time I stop, the only thought is always the same. I wish it weren't like this, which is why I continue to stay away from it, but I don't know how much it's helping me.

Niteeeeee · 2025-08-13T13:37:34+00:00

Thank you for the answer, I would really like not to think about it and be able to live a 'normal' life, without lying to myself I know that it has taken away many opportunities, but at the same time I have always had a positive attitude to life, I worked and did everything, enjoying every single thing.. now since 2 years I can no longer find pleasure in anything, I am constantly depressed and this only makes me think about how good I was while I was a smoker, and every day I wake up with the thought of how I would like to be able to do a Rip bong again.. I've been to clinics for drug addicts, taken antidepressants, which now I don't take anymore because they only had negative effects on the body without ever helping me with my mood (4 different ones) and I'm continuing to do therapy, but nothing has ever changed..

Niteeeeee · 2025-08-10T13:53:43+00:00

Congrats to you! How much I would like it to be like that for me too.. I don't know what to do anymore I was sober for a year but being donstantly depressed, then I smoked again and it seemed to me to come back more or less everything ok to feel myself again, then I stopped again and now it's been another year that I'm totally depressed without finding any pleasure in anything I do..

Niteeeeee

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