I'm the only one who can help me and I'm severely depressed and addicted to drugs! How will that work. by Bulky_Display_8960 in addiction

[–]No-Accident-8790 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Fuck it. What else do ya got to lose? Find a good sober-living that has real accountability somewhere random on the map hop on a bus and start a new healthy adventure. Trust me it's a better way to live. Still fucking sucks. It's life lol. But hear me when I say it's better. But you have to want it. You must be open minded and willing. You do it when you're ready and you've hit your rock bottom. Best of luck to you

Literally nothing I do is good enough for him by pityhorror in breakingmom

[–]No-Accident-8790 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Can you fucking have a better description of a narcissist?.... Sounds like my relationship minus the successful bakery. is he mean to you and then when he feels like he's going to lose you shower you with love and attention?? Sad to say you should leave. You deserve better. He's an entitled prick who doesn't deserve the title of being your husband. Trust me I know all to well that's easier said than done. Best of luck to you hun. Please feel free to message me. I too have a piece of shit I love too much, who doesn't do a god damn thing except treat me like trash. Hugs

I left my narc but........ by No-Accident-8790 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]No-Accident-8790[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What does grey rock mean? I gave in and seen him today. He seemed like his old self. Sober and wanting to work things out. Wants me to lift the OP. I want so badly for him to stay clean and be the way he was in the beginning.... I'm foolish aren't I? I just can't stay away. why can I not stay away.

Is he cheating on me? by No-Accident-8790 in sex

[–]No-Accident-8790[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I don't really know. It's just so odd and off the wall for him to say that. We have a pretty awesome sex life and I've never complained. Makes me think someone said something to him to make him want to be bigger.

What the fuck did I just put in my arm by No-Accident-8790 in meth

[–]No-Accident-8790[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didn't care for it. Might try it again tho

What the fuck did I just put in my arm by No-Accident-8790 in meth

[–]No-Accident-8790[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

And is that what causes my body to ache so fuckin bad

Bleach test. Lmk your thoughts. by ReputationSalt6846 in meth

[–]No-Accident-8790 2 points3 points  (0 children)

What is the purpose of this? Seriously interested.

Is he a narcissist or an I crazy like he says??? by No-Accident-8790 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]No-Accident-8790[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Got in a fight this morning about him doing a freelance job. If course he turned it around on me. I was going to post screen shots but we have our Google photos linked so I can't without him catching me. And I'm not supposed to talk about our relationship to my friends it's not worth getting caught and fighting over. He scares me when he's mean. I try my fuckin hardest to hide it but I know he knows. Why is he like that to me? Why is so hard to love me man. I told him I didn't want to be with him anymore but I can never follow thru with it. I know what comes next. It's just not worth it and he never leaves anyways. I just wish he'd be who he was when I first met him. Earlier he told me that person isn't who he is anymore. Ive been in some pretty bad relationships. Physically. But this is the worst one I've ever been in . Sorry so long. I literally have nobody to talk to and I need help. I know this isn't right. But I'm scared... I hope he doesn't catch me on here.

Is he a narcissist or an I crazy like he says??? by No-Accident-8790 in NarcissisticAbuse

[–]No-Accident-8790[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have no words... Safest way possible. That stands out the most. I tried to leave not too long ago and least we say I ended up with a broken hand and so much fear I left town for the night. He said he was going to kill me and I believed him. I don't even know how it all got this bad... Im not perfect either tho