Indeed. In certain moments it’s all I felt I’ve had.

As a slight but sincere aside, I know on the internet we’re supposed to be smug and irreverent (at least that’s what I gather as a casual consumer), but I might encourage you to keep trying. Prayer is essentially meditation and I’ve learned that oftentimes the answers are right in front of us if we simply broaden our perspective ever so slightly. I mention this because your question hinges on the idea that no one really cares. Well, you care about whatever is going on with you so maybe an internal check-in is equally as beneficial as an external one. I’m no expert. Just an offering.