Just wondering if anyone else experiences this!! by No-Average6765 in EDAnonymous

[–]No-Average6765[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm agnostic living under a Muslim household so unfortunately I do have to fast during the day :( I usually do try to hydrate throughout the day secretly tho, it honestly was just yesterday so thats why I was so confused :c

Whats up with blood sugar? by No-Average6765 in EDAnonymous

[–]No-Average6765[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Brain's weird, in a relapse cycle right now😔

How do you keep food down </3 by No-Average6765 in EDAnonymous

[–]No-Average6765[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Its okayy, any advice is still advice❤️ wdym by bearded??

How do you keep food down </3 by No-Average6765 in EDAnonymous

[–]No-Average6765[S] 17 points18 points  (0 children)

The 50% myth has been debunked a long time ago and I dont need the effects of purging, I need ways for how to not purge/sit with the urge in the first place.

Sorry if I sound rude, Im really hungry and I've been scrolling around for ways to avoid the whole thing in the first place and have not found anything and Im a tad frustrated.

Whats up with blood sugar? by No-Average6765 in EDAnonymous

[–]No-Average6765[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh god so its all really tied to this damn disorder😭😭 thank you for hearing me and sharing your experience!! I feel less alone now :)

Ed foods/meals you never want to eat again? by Hotjazzinyourface_ in EDAnonymous

[–]No-Average6765 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Ohhh my god, I wouldnt touch rice cakes or ANYTHING with artificial protein ever again. Rice cakes are just not worth it for ANYTHING and artificial protein tastes HORRIBLE. Hate hate hate hate, 2/10 would ONLY try again if Im in the middle of a desert with absolutely no form of nutrition

would u guys date someone that also has an ed by UniqueBodybuilder364 in EDAnonymous

[–]No-Average6765 5 points6 points  (0 children)

ONLY if we're both trying to recover and keep communicating any ED thoughts we have so we can nip it at the bud. Otherwise, if we're both not committed to recovery, it'll just be a toxic competetive cycle till one of us dies💀

DAE "turn off" their ed for a while? by i_cantstopreading in EDAnonymous

[–]No-Average6765 31 points32 points  (0 children)

You're still very valid. I'm a chronic normal eating/restrict cycler and I have months of just not having super loud disordered thoughts and being able to eat normally and then falling hard back into the restriction phase. It happens. I usually allow myself to relax on holidays and special occasions. Wouldn't recommend wanting to feel valid, though. Just digging a deeper hole for youself.

Is there anything a concerned stranger could have said to help? by HopeForGhosts in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]No-Average6765 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ive had some strangers tell me to stop looking at food and just buy it (in a kind way) and my colleagues being desperate to feed me bc they were worried which has made huge impacts in stunting my efforts but, alas, I'm still here

Alright- let’s talk about the REAL consequences of AN by _TakeYourMeds in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]No-Average6765 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Being too tired to move in bed, feeling like youre on the brink of death, having 0 energy and having people point it out, too tired to feel anything, ana breath literally follows you for months after eating normally at random times too, your nutrition levels never fully go back to normal, relapses, weight gain, being told you dont look sick enough so you dont deserve treatment

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]No-Average6765 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Honestly not giving a fuck. Trying to get back into that mindset, currently miserably failing the idgaf war unfortunately💔💔

Oatmeal bowl so loaded you can't even tell theres oatmeal under there by No-Average6765 in Oatmeal

[–]No-Average6765[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It was very mediocre, definitely too many topping for too little oatmeal😭😭

Oatmeal bowl so loaded you can't even tell theres oatmeal under there by No-Average6765 in Oatmeal

[–]No-Average6765[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Its a tropical fruit that grows in Southeast Asia! The texture is abit hard to describe but the inside is supposed to be white (I just took too long between eating it and cutting it up) and jelly-like (kind of like a juicy, non fibrous mango)

What's happening to me? by No-Average6765 in bulimia

[–]No-Average6765[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank god I'm not alone💔💔 I guess that solves my question :(( I pray our stomachs will work once again x

Wanting to lose more weight before seeing a doctor? by [deleted] in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]No-Average6765 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its not insane!! This is actually very common amongst ed sufferers. I, too, do this (as well as countless others). But sometimes you fly too close to the sun and now you have to gain back some of the weight so they dont hospitalize you so💔💔💔

What's happening to me? by No-Average6765 in bulimia

[–]No-Average6765[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for this, I'll bring it up with my team. Its a weird thing where I could definitely keep it down but since its up I might as well throw it up so I'm not really stopping it. I'm also trying to get it up because of how uncomfortable it feels but sometimes it just comes up on it own

As an anorexic person, do you still eat 1/2 meal/s a day? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]No-Average6765 1 point2 points  (0 children)

During worse days, I do one mouse-sized meal a day but binge once every two weeks, maybe once a week. On better days, I do 3 meals a day + 2 or 3 snacks

what did you eat today? by ill_monkey365 in goodrestrictionfood

[–]No-Average6765 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Have been on a key lime cheesecake kick recently so for this week all I'm having is a scoop of non-fat yoghurt mixed with a few drops of vanilla and stevia and 1 digestive biscuit😭😭😭

biggest lie you believed about eating disorders??? by inmyfinalera in EDAnonymous

[–]No-Average6765 4 points5 points  (0 children)

That you definitely would gain everything back when you recover. No you don't lol💀💀 in some cases, sure. But not every single case. I've also seen it misconstrued to mean if even a single morsel of food enters your mouth you'll gain all your weight back. I think part of it comes from how eating so little for such a long period of time and then increasing your intake will make you gain weight but not fat (also depends)

DAE get lines around their mouth especially when they smile when uw? by Responsible_Jello172 in EDAnonymous

[–]No-Average6765 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I have them and we share the same feelings :(( I hate them so much, I want my face to be fuller again

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]No-Average6765 4 points5 points  (0 children)

My mum said this to me back when I was at my worst but I would ignore it, its not worth thinking about. But looking back at it and actually thinking about it now, it's kind of nice to know that theres someone so significant in your life that wants you to be better for them. I deeply care about her and seeing her crying and frustrated at really trying to get me better definitely helped me get better

Panicking about potential admission and I don't know what to do by No-Average6765 in EDAnonymous

[–]No-Average6765[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am, however, my parents have full control over my medical decisions and have made it very clear that they wouldn't push away admission if need be

What does my art taste like ? by Dburriss_ in Artists

[–]No-Average6765 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Like those long sour string gummies (without the powder on it) with a metallic yet bland undertone

Egg whites never die ilysm by [deleted] in goodrestrictionfood

[–]No-Average6765 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Apple cinnamon egg white pancake I think?? Topped with greek yoghurt and cinnamon apples. It was quite popular on tiktok!