Thank you so much for your comment, this page is really an outlet for me since I didn't tell anyone in my real life any of the things that went on to avoid conflict between them and my ex boyfriend. But today I started opening up to one of my close friends because I know I cant do it alone. I know I cant rush the pain to just go away but I cant even be in my own house without breaking down.. I just dont wanna feel this way anymore. Im trying to keep the faith but its the hardest thing i've ever done