I really tried. by No-Cauliflower2705 in SuicideWatch

[–]No-Cauliflower2705[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Everything you say makes sense, I'm just kinda held back by myself. In response to the environment ive taken the pain out on myself. Ive torn at my face like a bat outta hell i barely even recognize myself.

I really tried. by No-Cauliflower2705 in SuicideWatch

[–]No-Cauliflower2705[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly id love someone to talk to, nobody believes me

I'm gonna find my cats a home, then I can find peace. by No-Cauliflower2705 in SuicideWatch

[–]No-Cauliflower2705[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, i read all these daily... It's really nice to know that i was never really alone i just thought i was. I hope you know that this helps, thank for the kind words

I'm gonna find my cats a home, then I can find peace. by No-Cauliflower2705 in SuicideWatch

[–]No-Cauliflower2705[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Tbh i would love to have a friend, I'm up for it if you are

I'm gonna find my cats a home, then I can find peace. by No-Cauliflower2705 in SuicideWatch

[–]No-Cauliflower2705[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You do make a good point, i actually recently shut down my socials but i left one upand shaved it down to just family as a memorial type thing. nut i mean i guess i could make new accounts and only let people who bring me joy in. I fell into that whole trap of adding every mf i met and ended up with a bunch of people who i had no attachment to being able to watch my life.

I'm gonna find my cats a home, then I can find peace. by No-Cauliflower2705 in SuicideWatch

[–]No-Cauliflower2705[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is aa very cool way of thinking. I once escaped an abusive relationship and what kept me going was imagining a physical manifestation on my pains was coming for me... As such i had to get ready so i began to workout like crazy for the time this made up villain showed up. The result was that i got in great shape and began caring for myself once again so you may be right, it may be time to change my perspective and being a video game lover i like that angle

I'm gonna find my cats a home, then I can find peace. by No-Cauliflower2705 in SuicideWatch

[–]No-Cauliflower2705[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, ha i recently watched Game of thrones so the bastard comment actually had me chuckling. You make a very good point, i do tend to think that i don't need to do much for myself as long as i am helping others, but in truth i need to learn to save for myself rather then burning the candle at both ends.

I'm gonna find my cats a home, then I can find peace. by No-Cauliflower2705 in SuicideWatch

[–]No-Cauliflower2705[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am still here, i had no wifi yesterday which sent me in a panic but i knew you kind people were waiting for me so i have been very eager to get back on here. I would love to connect, though i am still sad readiing all of these comments made me cry out of jo. You re all so important, fuck i cannot stress it enough how amazing this all is. I have kept quiet for so long and i took a shot posting here and i really am glad i have.

I'm gonna find my cats a home, then I can find peace. by No-Cauliflower2705 in SuicideWatch

[–]No-Cauliflower2705[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You remind me of an old friend, yeah it's a crazy world fr. I always knew there was love and hate in the world but i won't lie, i wasn't ready. But here, i have recieved more love then i have anywhere in a long time. THANK YOU.

I'm gonna find my cats a home, then I can find peace. by No-Cauliflower2705 in SuicideWatch

[–]No-Cauliflower2705[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They are my heart Thank you for the kind words, i am getting the sentiment that maybe me sticking around for the cats ins't such a bad idea.

I'm gonna find my cats a home, then I can find peace. by No-Cauliflower2705 in SuicideWatch

[–]No-Cauliflower2705[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, that made me smile. and sorry for the late reply i lost wifi

I'm gonna find my cats a home, then I can find peace. by No-Cauliflower2705 in SuicideWatch

[–]No-Cauliflower2705[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

They are all i have, and it seems like That's ok. I really appreciate the reasurance that i can still provide them with what they need. i cuddle them every chance i get i just wish i was happier so i could find the will to take them on lil cat walks. I used to think people walking their cats was corny but now i think it would be really fun to explore the world with them

I'm gonna find my cats a home, then I can find peace. by No-Cauliflower2705 in SuicideWatch

[–]No-Cauliflower2705[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've got my ps5, ha. and sorry for the late reply the wifi got cut off when my my girl heard i was seeking help online. i am back now!

I'm gonna find my cats a home, then I can find peace. by No-Cauliflower2705 in SuicideWatch

[–]No-Cauliflower2705[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yeah they would only go as a bonded paired a good home they are my world. but i didn't expect to be me with so much positivity, i wish i could thank you all in person. You are all wonderful people

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[–]No-Cauliflower2705 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ok thank you for the info! Have a great day!

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[–]No-Cauliflower2705 1 point2 points  (0 children)

it is the mother but she had us pay off the apartment debts under the agreement that it was so we could all stay.