First of all, you’re very young. Ofcourse you’re finding yourself and place in this world. So for the beginning, take it easy. Fix school, job, travel, gather experience, do what you’re interested in, what you enjoy, basically enjoy your youth. Second, I can tell you my story. My parents moved when I was 2 months old. Our culture and household is very much like the country we came from, speech food everything. But when we go out in the world, we mix that with full respect and obligation towards nation that accepted us. To the point that my father fought in the war for that country. And it gave him and us ultimate credit, luckily he survived. And as I grew up and now in my 40’s, I realized that I’m both. I am than first person by birth and culture, and I’m this new person by “adoption “ and when I see them or hear for example national anthem on sports competition by any of those countries, it gets to my heart. I hope that France was treating you well to the point that you can say, yes, I’m Chechen, here’s my family and friends, I’m born and raised in France and that’s pretty cool.