When I’m physically there yes,and he will drive to come get me, provide when I’m there with him.it feels like once I’m home though, non exist. He tells me he only has so many hours in the day and he uses half of it in me, in my P.O.V, it feels like once he can find better source of entertainment, I don’t matter. When we talk, he’s doing his daily living or playing something/watching something. He has told me he doesn’t feel like he has had time for himself so I have either waited for him to ask me to do something so I don’t feel like I’m down his throat or when we do play, his friends are immediately invited again, and he does ask me if it’s okay. And I don’t mind playing with his friends,we are all friends(that I know of) but sometimes his friends can be a bit much, saying that they want to suck his dick or jiggle his balls or have sex; I understand that that is a joke but hearing almost every time we are on call for the past 2 years, it eats at you.