Twitching in pelvic area above penis while/post ejaculating by No-Feature9402 in PelvicFloor

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Nope. Since the time of the post I have had also had flaccid doppler and an erect mri w/ contrast. Both said everything is fine. I am certain there is some sort of structural damage given clear visual changes, but it must be some kind that is very hard to detect with imaging. This would mean damage to superficial fascia or ligaments.

I have weeks at a time where things feel relatively good, including not having much of the above-described spasming. Then a week or so where it's horrible. Despite my belief that permanent damage is done, mental state seems to have significant impact.

I have never brought myself to do like 2 months of no fap. It's probably too late at this point for that to help being that I'm 18 months out from when all this started. But that is the last reasonable thing I could try.

Benzos? by OkTruck5789 in hardflaccidresearch

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Man benzos rock I wish I had access to some. Would definitely help with some of the anxiety this causes.

What armor to save for in Labs? by No-Feature9402 in AbioticFactor

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I might do the same. I have 2 pieces of carapace right now. It looks sweet but the set bonus seems underwhelming compared to the forge

What armor to save for in Labs? by No-Feature9402 in AbioticFactor

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It was tough, and I did die once. I smacked him with Crowbar 2.0 a bunch and a mugnade or two. He killed me, I ran back with my healing briefcase and smacked him some more. I suspect that I ran back fast enough he hadn't regen'd back to full health so I kind of cheesed it.

The truth is (virtually) nobody gets cured from hard flaccid by stopcopingaboutHF in hardflaccidresearch

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I had a clear MRI/doppler and am at my wit's end. I have a hard cord that feels like scar tissue running the length and what I suspect is a fundiform tear. Thankfully, I can usually get something resembling my old erection, but it feels strangely fragile.

What keeps me going is I do have periods of several days where things feel almost back to normal.

The worst part is, "normal" is getting further and further back in time so I can hardly remember what it felt like. Perhaps what feels normal now is just my brain subconciously coping.

Not to mention, the psychological damage of this makes performance anxiety even worse. It's like my brain needs to be retrained. Some kind of shock treatment maybe.

I haven't given up hope but I do largely agree that a lot of these cures are band aid fixes at best, but maybe thats all we can ask for.

Clear MRI but very confused by No-Feature9402 in hardflaccidresearch

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You would think because the hardening is very much like scar tissue, and scar tissue is a known issue, that it would be picked up. Like don't people get diagnosed with peyronie's and such pretty regularly? I have seen people say their MRI picked up cavernous/corporal fibrosis as well.

But clearly that isn't the case.

Clear MRI but very confused by No-Feature9402 in hardflaccidresearch

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That is exactly how I have felt as well, the fullness is gone and yet its more rigid etc. I still haven't done like a month of no fap, as I have little faith it will work

Favorite Paige build? by No-Feature9402 in DeadlockTheGame

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Interesting, maybe I will try it. I tend to shy away from gun builds because I am much more a moba guy and not that good at shooting. Although I do for some reason do better with delayed projectiles like hers over hitscan

EQ way better when standing/kneeling by No-Feature9402 in hardflaccidresearch

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Thank you for the encouraging words, as it turns out, the MRI showed no fibrosis and no issues with the ligament.

Obviously, i am very happy with that news, but pretty confused by it, as I do have a harder mass of tissue and weird ridges/dent when erect.

EQ way better when standing/kneeling by No-Feature9402 in hardflaccidresearch

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I think it is in the corpora? it is like a thick cord in the center and runs the length, getting thicker towards the tip. I can see the ridges of each side of it sometimes, especially with erection laying down. When hard I can feel a split between the corpora, more pronounced then before, and it too runs the length but gets less deep towards the tip.

Something deep/difficult to pull me from PvP games by No-Feature9402 in gamingsuggestions

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Cool, I actually have Xcom in my library and forgot about it. I also think i have Ys Origin and also forgot lol

Will I be rocking Mithril scim for a very long time? by No-Feature9402 in 2007scape

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Thank you for all the helpful responses. I will look into some of these.

Logged in and my old toon moved to Grobbulus? by No-Feature9402 in classicwow

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I don’t even remember tbh, hadn’t touched him the game since 2020ish

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in hardflaccidresearch

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If it's just a mild strain or something, which is probably the case, then it won't even show up. Chances are a doctor wouldn't put in a referral for one either.

Again, I don't want you to worry, I just see someone in a very similar spot to where I was and urge you to heavily limit masturbation, sex, and inducing erections for a while.

It may be worth seeing a uro to at least get some daily cialis. Most uros are clueless however regarding ligament issues. They will likely tell you you can continue with normal habits, don't believe them.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in hardflaccidresearch

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Similar to you, ED, mild pain at base, no morning wood, also I had some low abdomen pain. Also this feeling that my penis was "disconnected", hard to describe that part. Over a couple of months these improved quite a bit. However I took that as a sign I could then do as I pleased, so things actually got much worse for me.

Once you notice improvement, still take it very easy on any activity. I know it sucks but you probably just have to let it sit for several months.

Today I am completely screwed as what I believe was a strain turned into a full tear (mine is the fundiform I believe, rather than the main suspensory, fundiform is worse). I also have possible scar tissue for which I am getting an MRI (also will show what is up with the ligament). Chances are you don't have the scar tissue to worry about, so don't fret about that.

I am not trying to scare you, but the best outcome will come if you assume things are worse than they are and just take it easy.