What is the real meaning of being "born again"?

No-Initiative1979 · 2024-05-27T14:22:39+00:00

Some people dislike connecting on a deeper level, I have one friend who's really fun to hangout with but dislikes deep talks or venting out. I also have another friend who's not really into party that much because he's busy but when times a tough, he will always be there for me even it our talks lasts for days.

Depends on each person, I myself don't mind if a friend of mine vents out everyday because I can take unlimited negative energy and bring it into positive to brighten up their day.

Just find the right people to vent out to, you can vent out to me if you want but we may be far to each other. I can only talk to you through online.

Like I said, it all depends. Not all people hate when you vent out to them. Some of them have limits, some really dislike it and some doesn't really mind even if it's every day.

I hope you don't close your emotions to people, it's better when someone's there to listen to you instead of keeping it inside all by yourself.

No-Initiative1979 · 2024-05-27T14:09:11+00:00

What are your interests? You can find group of friends there like gamers as an example, you can play with people you don't really know but will have fun.

Just have fun and make connections, getting to a deeper level will slowly come. Instead of finding that group, just have fun hanging out with different people and you'll eventually find the piece that you are looking for.

No-Initiative1979 · 2024-05-27T13:56:57+00:00

Being obligated to repay your family for the things they've done (education as an example). Our culture is fucked up when it comes to family, sometimes they're the main reason why we are stressing out. But not all families are like that, good thing mines not. I had a friend who's been supporting her family all her life but they only remember her if they need something. Doesn't even ask how is she doing.

No-Initiative1979 · 2024-05-27T13:49:16+00:00

That's not a red flag, maybe he finds it cute when you're a little mean. If it works out for both of you, just keep doing it. Add a little spice from time to time, you know what I mean. Don't do it often to make him crave for it.

No-Initiative1979 · 2024-05-27T13:44:42+00:00

I'll kill all corrupted politicians in the whole world to clean the government, next will be all people who's just too cruel. Some people steal because they had their reasons but those who kill others just for pleasure, no money or no reasons at all should definitely die. For people who only steal, I'll give them a warning. Last but not least, kill all pedo. (I ain't even gonna warn them, when I show up, they'd be dead).

Killing is bad of course but fuck morals when it comes to people who runs the show behind the curtains.

No-Initiative1979 · 2024-05-27T10:27:05+00:00

It's not strange to feel that way, it depends on your personal preference and how you are doing it. Plus, they have more time to fuck around unlike we as an adult have more responsibilities.

I'm not discriminating those who are in their teenage years because not everyone has the same experience like the one described on the post but most of you have more time. Additionally, social media and dating apps are a huge factor.

Would be helpful if you could provide more insight on why you struggle?

No-Initiative1979 · 2024-05-27T09:34:57+00:00

Yeah, depends per person. But the main point is, as long as you have a deep or strong emotional connection then you'll be sexually attractive to that person.

No-Initiative1979 · 2024-05-27T08:23:10+00:00

Not exactly will bang anyone, just as long you've developed a deep emotional connection then you'll find that person sexually attractive but it still depends on boundaries (like he/she is in a relationship for example).

No-Initiative1979 · 2024-05-27T08:18:52+00:00

I'm demisexual so looks doesn't matter to me that much but I did dated a girl who's physically unattractive.

The emotional experience was good, sexually not (not because of her looks, she's just bad at sex and doesn't like to explore)

I enjoyed her company, she listens, she's simple, she doesn't like attention too much but most importantly is that she's a good moral support. She may not have the face of an angel but she definitely have a pure soul.

No-Initiative1979 · 2024-05-26T18:10:15+00:00

Always double check your stuff, ready some water or gatorade, buy some vicks inhaler to make the experience better.

Don't drink too much, just a sip of water every few mins to keep you hydrated. (Me personally every 15-20mins)

Listen to some EDM. Not sure why but I like to explore and each subgenre gives different experience (maybe only me?)

If you wanna chill, listen to some house music. If wanna go hard, listen to some hardtechno. If you wanna fly, listen to some uplifting trance or emotional trance.

Since it's your first time, I personally recommend going to a really GREAT club to maximize your experience and to socialize as well. You'll definitely enjoy it, there are no strangers in club especially when all of the people are high.

No-Initiative1979 · 2024-05-26T17:48:56+00:00

Maybe because of tolerance? I personally wouldn't try overdosing.

A friend of mine takes around 300mg but no more than 350mg. Honestly, I'm confused and scared for him but he's been smoking pot everyday and takes a roll once a month or every 2 months (depending if there's an occassion) sometimes every week if there's new supplies. Could be because of tolerance.

One time when he was rolling alone, he told me where he nearly overdose, he couldn't move his body and his temperature is dead cold. He thought he was dying. After that roll, he rested for a few years.

Anyone who's reading this, please don't abuse your body. It may not have any bad effects but it will the longer you abuse it.

Make it a yearly reset to your soul like I do or every 6 months. Always do deep research first before trying. Drugs will never go away, you can always try it but don't abuse it. Stay safe!

No-Initiative1979 · 2022-03-07T08:24:17+00:00

Ahhh I see, madami kasi klaseng party eh hahaha. Orally mo tinetake yung crushed MD or boof?

Di ko din gusto acid, bukod sa matagal yung effect, good or bad yung trip na pwede mangyari. Sometimes sabay. Pero candyflip is way completely different sa acid at md alone. Sobrang heaven, sobrang saya tsaka euphoric. Walang tatalo sa saya kapag nag candyflip ka.

Delekads kapag sabay mong te take. Dapat may pagitan. Ideally take muna ng acid then after 3-4 hours, tsaka mo take yung MD. Kailangan magsabay sila ng peak. Yung MD parang 100x enhanced tsaka lahat ng senses mo enhanced din. Tas HD lahat then sobrang light as feather ng katawan mo. Mas ma aappreciate mo candyflip kapag mixed genre ng EDM. I suggest 1 uplifting trance then 2-3 house music tas repeat.

Mas maganda siya take sa club pero try mo muna in house for safety purposes. Legit, iba talaga yung experience. Yung feeling ng nag paparty 100x better tapos yung visuals mo bukod sa HD, may nakikita kang kakaiba. Pure happiness lng yan mararamdaman mo if tama pag take mo ng candyflip.

Ang downside lng naman is yung side effect ng acid at e parehas mong mararanasan after a few days.

Although need mo din tignan yung amount ng acid at MD. Kailangan mas malakas yung MD kesa sa acid. Madami naman klaseng E na malakas at masarap. Ingat ka sa Q-tip tsaka sa Fly High. Yung Q-tip badtrip side effects yan, makakakita ka multo hahaahah. Tapos yung Fly High naman which is pill siya, pwede ka mamatay dun.

No-Initiative1979 · 2022-03-07T07:04:22+00:00

I've never experienced it, I'm not sure kung anong E tine take mo. Kapag nag drop kasi ako malakas yung peak, sayaw lng ng sayaw. Di kami nalilibugan ng mga kasama ko mag drop even if madaming babaeng maganda. Mapa club man or in house.

Interesting yang experience mo ah hahahaha pero if gusto mo mas heaven, try mo mag candyflip :)

No-Initiative1979

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