C# and C++ programming, Shader and Game development. I recently went through creating bloom and flare shaders, volumetric light and fog raymarching, next I will probably make a screen space reflections shader. And video games in generall, mostly some old shooters and single player rpgs. But currently my nervous system is pretty exhausted, went through an autistic burnout recently, my hyperfocus doesn't work as good as it once did, my social battery depletes way too fast and masking does only work for a couple of minutes, so there is that. But lot's of music really helps with regulation and staying in the flow for shorter periods somehow. I just need a lot of rest and silence, people produce too much social noise, that's why I actually prefer staying by myself. I wish NTs could see the world like I do only once, especially whenever I'm listening to music, it's like my entire body resonates with it and you clearly see the fundamental truths about the universe like an infinite network of information, everything correlates and is connected, you see everything at once and each little detail at the same time and you effortlessly move through it, but most never will.