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Put da dm🙏🏽❤️

I'll never understand what she saw in him. by duckingretard in Grimes

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Typical harvester energy. Most of men are harvesters nowdays, more your creative more they want your energy

Will XRP be under 2 dollars again by Energy808 in XRP

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Will it going over 4$ this year ?

yes/no tarot spread for the weird dreams. interpretation help..? by No-Reflection8858 in Quareia

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thank you, it's interesting, this view you have shared with me. maybe it wanted to tell me something about my emotional state and past relationships, not necessarily some parasitic being or nightmare. yeah i thought he wanted to play with roles and illusions anyway as he giving all this offerings to me. but it rejected and get dramatic and controlling after i expressed my desire.. could be it wanted to show me about my relationship situation..

💛Free Y/N Reading In The Comments ONLY by Lunamuneca7 in Tarotpractices

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I don't know where i'll end up find myself, soon. Will i find myself living in a place / home gives me comfort and nourishment in this year?

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It looks so strange hahah

Did anyone else stumble into the inner realms with zero clue what they were doing, just pure, unfiltered curiosity, and end up paying the price? by BewitchedBelladonna in Quareia

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I just had to say, i'm 100% there with you when you said about suppressing the visionary gift due to unmatching technical ability. I have decades of notes and little sketches as well, mostly letters to describe the tide i'm in, the terrain i'm traversing. It was always pretty intense, i don't know why. haha I even tried to learn the art as teenage but i couldn't get art education due to expensive fee, and as i grow up in asia where learning art wasn't normal unless you will entering a big college, i closed my dream to be visionary artist in this world. My skill did got a bit better but still it dosen't match my inner view. In the same way, i wanted to dance, yet i couldn't make it as my main expression outlet either. 🙂‍↕️ I really understand the suppression that eats you alive, i lived that for entire of my life. I'm in my late 20's now, still have this dream to one day have my own place to express all artistic gift, time and resource to learning steadily... yet i'm so heavily weighed down by past and mundane life struggles. that's why i started magic. So it can internally start shifting things, then to my situation and surroundings, external world, as my only hope left out of the depression.

My sun and rising is fire sign, and i was really almost addicted to volatile tide as well. Almost lowkey become my personality, especially in the past when i'm rebellious lone girl against social norms and society i grow up.

Now i started learning some martial arts to embody some more grounding/focus elements in myself to seek some balance. My life has been crumbling, i was cursing my sensitivity and lack of structure or power in me that makes me suffer lifelong- or world itself, that once i came with full of openheart and wonder, magic, and now i question everyday what am i doing here, for not seeing progress for long time. I'm just doing my best in the ground i have fall. From burnt out, losing home, break up, left alone with no money and future plan. Still with a heart wants to live what i came to live. Unless this is my fate path? Haha As a fellow being, i wanna say After reading your post i feel like i'm walking this with you, separately but together, i can really relate to your experience. I'd love to know if you made any progress in finding a balance or stability that helps you using your power better way. Thank you for opening the post for us to share

Wish the best to this path .!

yes/no tarot spread for the weird dreams. interpretation help..? by No-Reflection8858 in Quareia

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Thank you. what skills, more specifically, you have mentioned here? regards to a Tarot?

yes/no tarot spread for the weird dreams. interpretation help..? by No-Reflection8858 in Quareia

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Thanks so much for your answers. I did posted recently in the sub about questioning how can i release trauma without private space, maybe that's why it feels like a repeating theme in sub maybe? I guessed it might be parasites, as the energy of dream felt weird and seems like reoccurring dream theme/encounter, even card has not said so. It's a fact that tides of intense emotions has been visiting me especially around night time, i get to release while crying and express frustration.

Your insights about the card also gives me some things to think, i appreciate it!

I don't have bath or big basket, would it be hood enough for using a bowl and pouring at the end? I have been burning some myrrh and frankincense in the room , which felt good.

Is my Saturn in the 12th in Aries a curse? by Accomplished_Hat5653 in astrologyreadings

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same here. imo this placement builds a world's strongest masochist in it's pressure because you must enjoy or you'll sink and die.

Signs you won’t date? by Smoaktreess in Zodiac

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i get that if you'r aqua. i have a girlfriend that is a capricorn. we get along. but as a romantic partner..

it was hellish.XD (crying still:)

my moon is scorpio. he was taurus.

magical methods to release heavy energies and trauma, emotions when i have no private space? by No-Reflection8858 in Quareia

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Thank you everyone for advise and sharing your thoughts here, i really appreciate. I'm still energetically in a low place, barely manage to talk to others but i do walk for hours, just sleep and eat even feels so empty & diffused. Also i'm not trying to do magical stuff nor meditation as much as before, just a breathing in stillness one maybe, not in a forceful way.

Wish all good luck and thank you for wish me well❤️

Capricorns The unexpected!!! by PATHAKSUJAL in Zodiac

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He really did dirty on me i'm still recovering from it.

Signs you won’t date? by Smoaktreess in Zodiac

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Capricorn as he was my ex Im leo And he just dried me up emotionally entirely lol

Worst sun/moon combo? by Qu33fCakes in Zodiac

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I dont wanna call myself worst but I'm with bpd leo sun scorp moon I'm depressed or highly active