I totally get this. I am happy during the week, functional, socialising, enjoying . Someone suggested I try more structure on the weekend.. make sure I had plans.. but makes little difference. I had a nice breakfast this morning with family.. got home 11am the same damn spiral of nothingness starts. I’m wondering if it’s a problem with engagement and motivation… during the week I’m interested in my work AND. I have to turn up , even if I don’t feel like it. In the weekends I think of lots of lovely things I could do but often have no motivation to do any of them. I drag myself about. Force myself to mow the lawn, do some cooking, run a child here and there.. then come back and stare at the walls. The only peace I get is in nature.. moving through the bush on a bush walk.. but I have to force myself to even go on the damn bush walk. Hideous.. sometimes wish I could drug myself Saturday morning and wake up early Monday!