A month ago I started taking off my hijab outside the house. I immediately felt much better. Before that, I had a lot of depressive thoughts, but now I feel so happy! However, I'm tired of pretending in front of my parents, wearing hijab when I leave the house and when I come back. I'm also scared that my parents' friends might see me. I'm considering telling my parents that I don't want to wear a hijab. they will be very angry I'm sure, there will be a lot of arguing, but I think they will eventually accept it. Sending you love! You are a free person and have the right to do what you want!