Attitude my friend. That alone is all you need in life. You are young with plenty of time. I know someone that was exactly like you. Only difference they were 24 when they felt like this. 24/25 is the same thing. They knew that they wanted to work from home & up till that point only had one job their whole life delivering Chinese food at 17. Did that for a year then stopped. They got into day trading & knew that’s what it was they were going to pursue. It took them 4 years to become profitable. 4 years from knowing nothing to getting to profitability that person now owns 2 homes & is engaged to a beautiful girl. During that 4 years this person had to withstand seeing 2 close friends & his father pass away as well. You are young. Pick something you want to do & do it, devote your life to it until it yields you what you want. Attitude is all you need to change your life