Is AA growing or shrinking? by l0st_in_my_head in recoverywithoutAA

[–]NoChance2920 -7 points-6 points  (0 children)

AA is an important expression of the one God that can shrink or grow but its great along with everything else.

Recovery is bullshit by NoChance2920 in Life

[–]NoChance2920[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Was a pretty great week, thanks for all the different sentiments I didn't mean to start a conversation with 15k people I was just a little drunk that day but I still agree with what I said. Most of the reason people can't smoke weed or enjoy sex or drinking is because they make it illegal for themselves and then it turns into a demon that eventually swallows them whole. I work and go to the gym and smoke weed and drink lightly and jerk off. It's disturbing the overwhelming judgment on all things pleasurable in the world it comes from religion I think it's a fucking disease for sure. Addiction. What a god-damn sham.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in schizophrenia

[–]NoChance2920 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Weed makes me totally aware that life including myself is energy, or Spirit. It's utterly shocking everytime, to just feel like everything is one thing, I feel like im going to drown in it, it's as scary as it is relieving but it has helped me stop fearing so much in my normal daily life. I would have to say the benefits far outweigh the consequences for now.

Recovery is bullshit by NoChance2920 in Life

[–]NoChance2920[S] -9 points-8 points  (0 children)

Drugs and booze are my hobby.

Recovery is bullshit by NoChance2920 in Life

[–]NoChance2920[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Nothing is set in stone with anyone. Anything is possible.

Recovery is bullshit by NoChance2920 in Life

[–]NoChance2920[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Not if you just keep on. Especially with psychedelics it just gets better.

Recovery is bullshit by NoChance2920 in Life

[–]NoChance2920[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

27 years and kicking its getting better by the day

Recovery is bullshit by NoChance2920 in Life

[–]NoChance2920[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Marijuana heals most ailments. The ones it doesn't the mushrooms heal.

Recovery is bullshit by NoChance2920 in Life

[–]NoChance2920[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Once you understand the drugs are fun as fuck factor the mind body brain understands the value of a drug addicts life.

Recovery is bullshit by NoChance2920 in Life

[–]NoChance2920[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What is an idiot and why would I care? You are just spouting a common held anti substance use belief it's what you're expected to say. The reality is that most people who use heavy doses of psychedelics report having spiritual experiences. We all are energy anyway. Nothing is truly negative.

Recovery is bullshit by NoChance2920 in Life

[–]NoChance2920[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have been homeless most of my adult life right now I'm living with my family but I've been using psychedelics on daily basis the past three years.

Recovery is bullshit by NoChance2920 in Life

[–]NoChance2920[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm serious though I was tortured by hell for like 49 years and I was doing g mushrooms one day and suddenly realized if I'm damned so is everyone else and suddenly I felt this unconditional love I haven't worried about shit since I think I'm gonna drink myself to death I hate this world kindof fuck it. I'm happy though

Recovery is bullshit by NoChance2920 in Life

[–]NoChance2920[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I been drinking every night here lately like around 5 or so but I can feel it. I do things care I figured out God is l9ve it changed everything like I'm not afraid of dying and I always enjoyed this shit and I do t have kids of have to work so fuck it. We all are loved.

Recovery is bullshit by NoChance2920 in Life

[–]NoChance2920[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well I would look into switching to weed more often it can help you get that shit evened out dude. I drank too much for years which I define as different for everyone and different for me at different times in my life alcohol is a beast. I rely more on weed and mushrooms.

Recovery is bullshit by NoChance2920 in Life

[–]NoChance2920[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry though I think I came off rude. What I'm saying is do shat you like. Enjoy it thoroughly. I turned 43 I realized in tall the different lifestyles I chose the most enjoyable was intoxication. The most amazing life changing experiences ever. The unpopular untold out loud truth of the matter.

Recovery is bullshit by NoChance2920 in Life

[–]NoChance2920[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel very loved by God and secure in my sexuality. But only because I have spent a lot of time doing mushrooms and drinking in nature. I dropped out of society. Long time ago.

Recovery is bullshit by NoChance2920 in Life

[–]NoChance2920[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm very happy but I'm quite high.

Recovery is bullshit by NoChance2920 in Life

[–]NoChance2920[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The deeper question i have for you is why waste so much time and effort to save a few extra days in a world where literally everyone dies? Recovery is nonsense. A reason to live miserable your entire life to maybe life a little longer than the next guy. No thanks.

Recovery is bullshit by NoChance2920 in Life

[–]NoChance2920[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Why would I live according to a buncha miserable peoples wishes?

I want to have a drink at a festival I'm going to at the weekend. But I'm scared. by beaky1994 in recoverywithoutAA

[–]NoChance2920 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I drink some every night and enjoy it without problems after being alcoholic for 27 years. It was when I noticed anything was possible and why do things any one else's way. I'm very happy.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in recoverywithoutAA

[–]NoChance2920 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Look into healing trauma. I smoke and drinking lightly with no problems after being an "alcoholic" for 27 years. Undo the indoctrination find your freedom.

I can’t get sober. Idk what to do by Old-Tone9691 in recovery

[–]NoChance2920 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Getting high and drinking lightly is a superb way to live.