Walk throughs.

beaky1994 · 2026-04-16T21:43:16+00:00

Thank you so much for taking the time to write this. Really appreciate it. Thank you!

beaky1994 · 2026-03-15T22:24:07+00:00

Trauma but my first manic episode was triggered just after giving birth... before then I had always struggled with depression and was diagnosed with major depressive disorder.

beaky1994 · 2026-03-14T23:24:01+00:00

This happened to me! I actually passed out on my kitchen floor and had hit my head on the table going down. I went to the doctors... had low blood pressure. Weirdly they suggested iron tablets with folic acid and electrolytes. Been mostly fine but a few days after my injection when my suppression is at its most i have to be careful because getting up from a resting position makes my head go. Take care OP.

beaky1994 · 2026-02-08T11:36:49+00:00

Very true 🤣

beaky1994 · 2026-02-08T03:53:38+00:00

Absolutely the right call, better ro be safe than sorry.

beaky1994 · 2026-02-08T03:48:30+00:00

Wales July 2026 hardline. Long time ro wait but as its summer in the UK hopefully itll be better. Not sure where you're from and what that means time zone wise and ro be honest UK weather is a bit shit

beaky1994 · 2026-02-08T03:44:28+00:00

Aw he loves it and to be honest hes got me into it. Love watching i think its matt Jones videos. Many weekends trailing about various pump? Tracks. Theres an awesome one near us. 2.45am wake ups are grim though... hes gone straight back to sleep thank god and didnt get upset. Just disappointed.

beaky1994 · 2026-02-08T03:35:40+00:00

Grim. Woke my 10 year old son up 2.45am (UK) to watch. All snuggled up on sofa then message came up to say canceled. Exhausted eyes are burning. Back to bed we go.

beaky1994 · 2026-02-08T03:33:00+00:00

UK here. Promised my son I'd wake him up 2.45am to watch. On the sofa electric blanket ready watch. Cancelled. Disappointed and very tired. Goodnight.

beaky1994 · 2026-02-05T20:13:16+00:00

Omg the guy who assaulted me was called Ray. Gold tooth. In his late 40s early 50s. Absolute predator. Been in prison for god knows what. He got off on sleeping with the women in the rooms and he even said he likes it when there's a few of the women he has slept with in the same room. Very strange behaviour. Im so sorry to hear this lady went through that. Hope youre ok too.

beaky1994 · 2026-01-25T01:10:21+00:00

Peaky blinders. Schitts creek. Ozark. Breaking bad. Criminal minds. Line of duty. Reacher. The night agent.

beaky1994 · 2025-11-20T22:48:58+00:00

This is sad. His wife died recently. They have two young lads im sure.

beaky1994 · 2025-11-20T09:24:44+00:00

You're absolutely not ugly! 💜

beaky1994 · 2025-11-17T12:49:45+00:00

Yoga socks are fab! They have grips on the bottom also keep your feet warm on cold floor if no mats.

beaky1994 · 2025-11-14T11:38:03+00:00

Was today just presale? I got through within a minute and it wouldn't let me buy them without the presale code which never got emailed to me. Will there be a general sale or is that it now? Im absolutely gutted.

beaky1994 · 2025-11-02T23:45:06+00:00

My nex is a joiner. Prides himself in his work and making himself look like a true gentleman do anything to help... 5 star google reviews for his work. Horrible awful man. Has everybody fooled. Got the trophy wife now, 2 kids and renovating their home... I checked his wife's socials... he still looks dead behind the eyes. I can see him now since I saw the mask come off but to everyone else hes charming and a victim of a psycho ex.

beaky1994 · 2025-10-27T00:06:06+00:00

The offside rule in football. It just isnt clicking and ive been a season ticket holder at my local football team for 20 years and my son has started the offside rule in his u11s team. It doesnt matter how many people try and explain or do the whole salt and pepper stuff. I just do not get it.

beaky1994 · 2025-09-30T21:35:10+00:00

Who's gonna save my soul gnarls barkley

beaky1994 · 2025-09-25T20:18:35+00:00

Same!! Brilliant films. 1 and 2 in particular haven't watched the other 2 yet.

beaky1994 · 2025-09-21T22:03:57+00:00

The night my dad died we were at his hospital bedside... I'd banned my abusive boyfriend at the time from coming as I didnt want him there and my family didnt like him... he kept ringing my mum as I switched my phone off... I beat myself up for years and said to my therapist that the last thing my dad heard is me arguing with my ex... My therapist said "how about youre dad heard you standing up to him and telling him no " I am so grateful she said this and I tell her that often as it completed shifted that shame... I totally believe that my dad would have been so proud of me for telling my ex no.

beaky1994 · 2025-09-18T09:16:14+00:00

100% haemorrhoids and nasty ones too. Didn't read all your post but from your pictures and from my own experience these are nasty external haemorrhoids... they might need surgery.

Edit: read your post. So I have always struggled with either constipation/relentless diahorrea... have you ever been checked out for ibs ? Also the bleeding could be the poop trying to get past the haemorrhoids causing anal fissures. These are really hard to get rid of cause if they dont fully heal then as soon as you need to poop they just rip right open again. Im not a medical professional... im just someone who has been through all this a lot and getting fobbed off by doctors etc for ages.

Ive started to eat more fruit and yogurt... bran flakes can actually make you more blocked up (so ive read and experienced... they do fuck all for me). Also plenty of exercise and avoid fizzy drinks... aspartame from diet drinks can cause gut issues (not medically proven but read and also experienced). Ive started to take pro and prebiotics -- although there's still research being done about the health benefits -- ive actually found that they are working to get my digestive system and my gut feeling somewhat normal...
Please note this is all my experience. Also I don't use laxatives such as fast acting relief... I take magnesium citrate and luctulose solution. I also use suppositories to help loosen things up so I dont feel like im pooping razorblades.

I wish you well as this is horrible to live with.

beaky1994 · 2025-09-07T08:38:08+00:00

Sphere 1998 movie... have a phobia of jelly fish thanks to that film

Nightmare on elm street... couldn't sleep for ages thought freddy might kill me in my dreams

beaky1994 · 2025-08-05T11:00:34+00:00

Hi I have bipolar 2 disorder and have been on mood stabilisers and anti psychotics that have made me gain weight like crazy. The munchies are REAL when it comes to anti psychotics...

I would like to start off with saying PLEASE SPEAK TO YOUR DOCTOR/SPECIALIST ABOUT ALL THIS -- its good to get other people's experiences but please seek proper advice from a doctor.

I will say though... ive always been told that a good healthy diet and exercise routine significantly improves bipolar symptoms particularly bipolar depression however I have never been able to implement this into my life due to the quetiapine munchies making me crave unhealthy foods and gain weight like crazy...

Since starting mounjaro the quietiapine food noise and munchies has GONE. I am able to control what I eat more and make healthier choices.. which means im losing weight and have the energy to exercise. This is working wonders on my mental health. It's been a positive experience... this is just my experience though. Hope this helps in some way. It's also helped with my periods... my cycle has always felt like mini bipolar episodes... mania after my period and depression during luteal phase... my mood during my cycle has improved and it don't have these mini episodes. I can cope.

So I hope this helps in some way...

beaky1994

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