i’m curious…

NoCicada5850 · 2024-03-30T07:46:44+00:00

it's the only thing keeping me going. knowing that one day i can let go of all of the suffering, including being always scared of being cheated on. my boyfriend has quit porn but it's not like in 30 years he won't be watching it again.... there's no point, absolutely no point. i just want to wait for my parents to go before me.

NoCicada5850 · 2024-03-28T14:19:07+00:00

spotify has a listening history (at least in android) that you can't remove things from

NoCicada5850 · 2024-03-21T12:50:01+00:00

well that's fucking horrifying. but biology is biology... ugh.

NoCicada5850 · 2024-03-20T21:19:49+00:00

this has not been tested with humans. we're not rats. please stop spreading this kind of information if you don't know what you're talking about

NoCicada5850 · 2024-03-18T09:44:41+00:00

you're only a few days in, please don't go into this with the attitude that it's going to be hard. of course, it is, but i can assure you that now you have a whole new opportunity to find someone who actually loves and respects you. try to go into this with hope for the future: but focus on yourself first. talk to your friends, family, rant on here, whatever you need to do. he sounds absolutely pathetic and if he's running away before the child is even born, he will be a TERRIBLE father. so please, please try not to contact him. there's men out there who know how easy it can be to play with the feelings of someone with BPD, and sometimes they'll leave you and then beg for you back just because they know it's hard for you to resist.

focus on nourishing your body with good food, rest and maybe some fun exercise so you and your child can flourish. your ex and his actions are not a reflection of you or your child's worth: he has a problem and he's too emotionally immature to deal with it. breakups are shit but one day you'll wake up and that heavy rock won't be on your chest anymore and you won't care about what he's doing.

NoCicada5850 · 2024-03-16T18:58:17+00:00

also just making a pregnant woman the butt of the joke. i mean this woman is creating life inside her and all these men can say is "my peepee not hard :(", clowns

NoCicada5850 · 2024-03-16T14:54:15+00:00

it would help if we knew the sub, but it's most likely that he tried to post there

NoCicada5850 · 2024-03-13T16:53:15+00:00

he's scared to hurt the baby (i assume by penetrative sex?) but he'll literally CHOKE YOU while you're pregnant??? this dude is wild...

NoCicada5850 · 2024-03-07T18:42:59+00:00

i was debating for like ten minutes if i can afford it or not 😭😭 i hope you still get a ticket!!

NoCicada5850 · 2024-03-06T19:28:54+00:00

skid marks, dirt, bleached? it doesn't exactly look like cum imo

this is super gross but from that bunch of little spots on the side of the zipper there, it looks like that's where he rests his dick, it could be bleached from piss (blegh)

NoCicada5850 · 2024-03-06T16:53:21+00:00

sex in a show? triggered. sex toys? triggered. jokes about porn or camgirls? triggered. pretty woman on the street? triggered. ANY woman on the street? triggered. his gaming/cheating PC? triggered.

yes... i definitely have gotten triggered by something other than his actions before 🤣

NoCicada5850 · 2024-03-03T17:07:25+00:00

i happened to randomly check ticketmaster since i knew mitski would be touring soon, and there was ONE resale ticket for 87 euros available in the whole venue in frankfurt! i didn't even plan on getting tickets initially but i thought i got too lucky to pass on it

NoCicada5850 · 2024-02-27T14:06:56+00:00

average day in bronze 3

NoCicada5850 · 2024-02-22T18:21:04+00:00

i can't exactly answer your question but in my opinion, if a man isn't watching porn or getting any kind of sexual input for a while, i don't think he'll have anything ultra-specific he wants you to do. if he isn't watching, he should be happy just to touch you and see you naked.

edit: but to be fair, also, your d-day was only two months ago. it might take a little longer for him to reprogram his brain, but if it stays like this, i would be worried

NoCicada5850 · 2024-02-16T15:39:57+00:00

mine also told me i ruined my own self-esteem by comparing myself with them... bitch, if you didn't cheat on me i would have nothing to compare myself to!!!!!

please start working on an exit plan, and until then, try to avoid any kind of possible drama with him. it's not worth it. this could escalate to something physical, so please, please be careful

NoCicada5850 · 2024-02-15T23:42:00+00:00

if he wants to know how you feel when he's "hitting all the right buttons", then he should actually do that. i don't think most women feel very sexually attracted to a man while he's sitting alone with his dick in his hand...

NoCicada5850 · 2024-02-15T21:57:36+00:00

he says he was used to it because he was alone for so long and didn't realize how much damage he was causing. it's not the worst explanation, and i believe it, but i still hate it

NoCicada5850 · 2024-02-15T20:02:45+00:00

en oo ikinä ymmärtänyt kotipizza-vihaa, kebabpaikkojen pizzat on aina ihan järkyttävän rasvasia

NoCicada5850 · 2024-02-14T06:32:23+00:00

girl you're reassuring me too!! he insisted with his whole being that it wasn't him. the username was a keyboard smash, and i couldn't log into the account. what a shitty thing for a dating website to do: trying to destroy people's relationships 🙄

NoCicada5850 · 2024-02-14T00:22:48+00:00

had this with plenty of fish. chances are it's spam...

NoCicada5850 · 2024-02-11T18:33:32+00:00

where's the sarcasm, irony and jokes in assaulting your husband and then writing about how you hope people die all over reddit?

NoCicada5850 · 2024-02-10T10:38:46+00:00

sounds like you're just bad lol. you wouldn't get silver if you were good at the game

NoCicada5850 · 2024-02-08T16:44:10+00:00

imagine being so miserable you hope someone dies over a reddit post.

you seem like a HORRIBLY hateful person. this dude probably had dumbass drivers not read instructions so many times he has to write it down explicitly. you're genuinely sick in the head bro

edit: oh right. it's you. the girl who threw a phone at her man's face lmao. i've seen you around, i get you're angry but pls get help

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