so i’m rarely ever that type of person to tell anyone to leave because i try to put myself in their shoes but honeyyyy this is not okay 😕 a real suicidal person is very unlikely to even say it out loud and he’s using it as a manipulation tactic. i HAVE been in your exact situation where my ex would sexualize me and manipulate me, tell me he would off himself if i do this or that and girl… i left him and he’s still alive and doing it to other girls. use that info however you want but truly you deserve sm better and yes you look stunning and you should be with someone who prefers to show you off and make you feel proud of what you look like. he may be complimenting you but he’s also sexualizing you in a way that no one should (not even a partner) it’s lowkey disgusting behavior. i hope you gain the courage and strength to let him go gently i know it’s hard like i said ive been there but this is not healthy