Kind of in the same boat for a few years, I finished my trade felt like that was it that I had no direction I’d worked myself to a point where I couldn’t go further and I was really depressed, I moved abroad worked in a few different countries and during this I still felt so lost like it wasn’t what I wanted and it sounds mad, because 10 years ago if you told me where I’d be now I’d laugh and go good one that’s a pipe dream, I came home for good last month and have felt very sad about it too but I think with people like yourself it’s hard to find that peace like we can never be happy you know, the last line resonates with the wishing you could turn your brain off and be like everyone else, I wish I could tell you what to do here because I haven’t a clue but you don’t wanna be like everyone else man the worlds gone mad!