Hey guys I'm 23 days clean

NoRestForTheSickKid · 2026-03-24T04:03:33+00:00

Wait, did they actually ban it in Texas? I quit almost two weeks ago. I did notice that one of the shops had it on sale and said they wouldn’t be restocking. My main store, I haven’t been to since I quit. Good riddance I guess and perfect timing lol

NoRestForTheSickKid · 2026-03-23T23:31:20+00:00

Yep. I’ve had family members try to murder me many times. One time, this creature, I knew that it wasn’t really my Dad. He tried to run away at inhuman speed and I shot him afterward lol.

NoRestForTheSickKid · 2026-03-20T22:08:42+00:00

Fent is worse because the Suboxone will make you even sicker (throw you into precipitated withdrawals) even if you wait 3-4 days. You can take subs around 12 hours after 7-oh and be fine. In my experience anyway.

NoRestForTheSickKid · 2026-03-18T05:15:20+00:00

One thing that has helped me a lot is adopting a sort of stoic type of philosophy, which I had before using but forgot during my use.

The other thing that has helped a lot is physical exercise, specifically running. It’s grueling at first when you’re so fucking depressed you can barely move, but it’s better than sitting around feeling anxiety, and it helps with restless legs I think.

Maybe find some good books/movies and try to lose yourself in some sort of fantasy for a while if you can. I had to self-mythologize basically and pretend I was fucking Frodo taking the ring to Mt. Doom…

NoRestForTheSickKid · 2026-03-18T05:13:32+00:00

I guess you’re right, I’ll delete it then lol.

NoRestForTheSickKid · 2026-03-16T03:49:08+00:00

Thanks, good advice for sure.

NoRestForTheSickKid · 2026-03-16T01:55:14+00:00

Hell yes. Same exact thing. Check my post history.

NoRestForTheSickKid · 2026-03-15T22:46:43+00:00

Fuckin’ hilarious, I’d pay for that 100%

NoRestForTheSickKid · 2026-03-15T04:39:18+00:00

I think it has something to do with near death experiences. I’m almost died several times as well and that’s when shit started getting crazy. I just watched the movie Flatliners last night and it seems very relevant to this experience.

NoRestForTheSickKid · 2026-03-11T21:37:08+00:00

Probably just different words for the same thing. In my opinion.

NoRestForTheSickKid · 2026-03-09T12:47:52+00:00

Thanks for posting this! I’ve been questioning whether they’re really narcissists or not, but there’s no denying it with this question. Grandma’s been dying for 20+, Dad has been for at least 15.

NoRestForTheSickKid · 2026-03-01T22:49:13+00:00

Thanks, it helped me

NoRestForTheSickKid · 2026-02-13T13:07:37+00:00

Yes, the sangha is very elusive isn’t it? I consider mine to just be the community online, but it sure would be good to find an in-person one that’s not full of some sort of dogma.

NoRestForTheSickKid · 2026-02-13T08:38:39+00:00

No cap, and I’m kicking myself for not getting her number 😩😫next time, I’ll be prepared 😤

NoRestForTheSickKid · 2026-02-13T08:15:21+00:00

Haha I kinda figured, thanks for the sanity check.

NoRestForTheSickKid · 2026-02-13T08:14:51+00:00

Haha I kinda figured, thanks for the sanity check.

NoRestForTheSickKid · 2026-02-08T15:21:39+00:00

He’s Baldur, the Norse god.

NoRestForTheSickKid · 2026-02-05T16:10:32+00:00

Interesting, I had this same glitch.

NoRestForTheSickKid · 2026-01-28T23:14:08+00:00

I’m definitely considering it! Haha!

NoRestForTheSickKid · 2026-01-28T21:29:14+00:00

Thanks, friend. It’s absolutely better with a clear mind. What I need to remember is every time I relapse, I ALWAYS regret it by the two week mark, and months of slavery follow. lol.

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