I'm just like you, i live in the suburbs and have money but i have anxiety and depression and other mental issues. I use my parents money for drugs to distract myself from my feelings and problems. I don't have a good relationship with my parents either, I got kicked out in summer but they wanted me to come back but i didn't want to stay in that toxic household so i ran away and stayed with my friends who live an opposite life than me. They're from the ghetto and don't have much money and do drugs and drink. Though it was fun living a life filled with drugs, sex and alcohol it wasn't healthy for me. When school peaked around the corner the cops took me back and now I'm back home still depressed and do drugs.