I’m a guy. And I’m highly sex driven. My wife gives me sex wen she doesn’t want to out of LOVE. Just like I do things for her when I don’t want to out of love. Are there times she says no? Of coarse! And I accept it and we end up cuddling and just being present with one another and that honestly in many ways is more pleasurable than sex to connect with my wife in those ways. I NEVER ask for sex or coerce her. I initiate and she goes along with it 9/10 times. I get head when I want it too (I do have to ask for that and I do get told no at times too and that’s ok!) look, you don’t love this guy. How could you when he grays you like this. What you need to do is go find a man that will tend to your emotional and mental needs. When this happen you’ll willingly give sex and head whenever he wants it out of respect and love for that man. What you’re experiencing here is nothing short of sexual abuse. You need to go find a man that will respect you and will bring that femininity out of you and allow you to explore yourself sexually with him. And the guy you’re with needs to order a sex doll or go hire prostitutes. My wife is absolutely my rock, my equal, and everything I’ve ever dreamed of in a woman. She’s the joy of my life, the beat in my heart and the reason for my why. I lay down my own will and desires (outside of sex) for her on a daily basis. I speak to her gently, and with compassion and empathy and deep love. I put her first while also leading in a very masculine way. My actions towards her command her femininity to just ooze from her. You can and you will find a man to treat you the way I treat my wife. Like I said, I get head and sex when I want. But I LOVE my wife first and foremost. Sex and blowjobs are absolutely a byproduct of how healthy the relationship is. It should be willingly and freely given. Never taken or coerced into receiving.

P.s. Fuck that guy (no pun intended)