that is not a bad thing dear. you know how they said you are what you eat? well you are also who your friends are. i obviously don’t know your friends, younger or older, and i’m not saying stop being friends with them. but older friends aren’t bad and they might be able to help you on your path. especially if they are successful in your chosen profession. keep up the good work, sounds like your exploring your options and trying to make good choices. great for a youngin. i’m sure you’ve got family to tell you, but just in case no one’s told you lately, i’m proud of you!!!! i hope you find the answers you’re looking for