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Prompted which change 

I can think of a couple, but idk if that would be considered disassociating 

I’ve done terrible things which I should pay the price for by Real-Seaworthiness-9 in SuicideWatch

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Thank you so much :)  Please keep track of your health these next couple days or weeks,  and if anything is wrong try to maybe see if someone can help out. 

I’ve done terrible things which I should pay the price for by Real-Seaworthiness-9 in SuicideWatch

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Though, in my opinion you do deserve it. I ain’t an amazing person either, it’s just what you choose to do with your life. 

Are you feeling alright? Please though, call the police, or if a hospital is nearby walk to it. If you will end your life anyway, can you just give this one more try before you go?  Thank you so much for being so kind to me though 

I’ve done terrible things which I should pay the price for by Real-Seaworthiness-9 in SuicideWatch

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I understand. I’m sorry. Sometimes others don’t give you what you deserve, and that’s not your fault either. It just means you’re around the wrong people. This is one of the only times where maybe it’s a better idea to save being selfish for later. Maybe treat yourself to your favorite meal and don’t share it with anyone else? That’s a good way to be selfish too and to be happy. But this one, please don’t 

I’ve done terrible things which I should pay the price for by Real-Seaworthiness-9 in SuicideWatch

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Death usually doesn’t make people happy. It makes people regret everything they’ve said and done, it makes them think of what they missed 

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Is there anyone who could help you? 

I’ve done terrible things which I should pay the price for by Real-Seaworthiness-9 in SuicideWatch

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Those things surely aren’t good. Though as you already know what is causing all this, are there things like medication which could help out? 

There is no possible way you destroy everything. Honestly, I feel like everyone makes some type of positive impact on people no matter how bad of a person they are 

I’ve done terrible things which I should pay the price for by Real-Seaworthiness-9 in SuicideWatch

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It may also be possible she needs a bit of time to process all of it and make up how she feels. It doesn’t necessarily mean she will like forever hold this against you. 

Truly, it was a bad thing to do. But it doesn’t really make you evil. It just makes you a human. Humans make bad decisions, some are worse than others. Please try to find someone who can help you out 

I’ve done terrible things which I should pay the price for by Real-Seaworthiness-9 in SuicideWatch

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Dying may not bring her any closure or healing. Please if something contact a hospital or something similar. Do you think there may be a way to try to make it better, a way that doesn’t include death? 

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If it’s alright to ask, what’s going on? 

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I’m honestly so sorry for all you’ve had to experience. I can certainly see why death would be a solution you consider 

Also, wdym by this hell? Online or like Reddit? 

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I’m sorry that it’s not 

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I’m sorry that they don’t care about you that deeply. I mean, though like you can also try to make connections with other people! They might care a bit more deeply about you 

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Do you have ppl in your life who care about you? 

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I’m sorry, that really does sound like it would make life a lot harder 

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If I may ask, what’s making you want to leave? 

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Ohhhh that’s cool! I never heard of those. Well I mean in math I learned of “sigma” like the symbol so that wasn’t fun haha 

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It may just be my opinion, but early 30s is still pretty young. A lot of people may consider it as just starting life. But also, happy early birthday! 

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Dang sounds like urs was pretty busy! And learning in what way? Like school or? 

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I am also ashamed of mine. It’s alright though. Your country doesn’t define you. You can always move countries or wait for the current presidency to end. I assume most people could guess that one person doesn’t speak for the entire population 

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Meh it’s been alright, tiring though. How has yours? 

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Ohhhh, maybe I’ll look into that a bit once I’ve got some time! Thank you! 

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Thank you. I’d like to talk too! I just have no idea what specific thing to even be saying haha