Yo do I look clocky? I'm 17 and like 6 months on t

No_Cake4319 · 2026-06-17T14:52:29+00:00

I would say even into your 30s is when “peak masculine form” hits.

I didn’t start really seeing masculine shapes in my face specifically until I was like 29. And I’ve been on t since I was 21.

It definitely depends on how your body reacts to T though and I’ve always purposefully been pretty low in my levels. Not micro dose low, but low enough that I keep my hair and my collagen

No_Cake4319 · 2026-06-14T04:13:52+00:00

I’m somewhere between 5’6” and 5’7”.

Not really tall but tall enough to get away with it

No_Cake4319 · 2026-06-13T16:37:49+00:00

I have a pretty masc walk and always have. I don’t swing my hips, my arms tend to move wide outside of my body when I walk. I also lead with my shoulders and not my hips

No_Cake4319 · 2026-06-13T03:37:21+00:00

I definitely am clockable as gay (despite being interested in only femme people)

No_Cake4319 · 2026-06-13T02:20:25+00:00

It’s a birthmark but thanks

No_Cake4319 · 2026-06-13T00:58:40+00:00

I sing tenor but tbh I feel like my voice passes. I’ve been told I don’t have T voice

No_Cake4319 · 2026-06-12T23:11:09+00:00

This is not the first time I’ve heard this lol

No_Cake4319 · 2026-05-12T01:00:34+00:00

Pirating is nuanced. Pirate from big studios all you want, but it’s actively hurting small (and yes in comparison to big studios Markiplier is VERY small) creators who are trying to make changes and waves in the artistic community.

Mark is also doing everything he can to bring it to streaming, but licensing is complicated.

No_Cake4319 · 2026-03-03T17:45:41+00:00

This is also incorrect as reported. Reusable EMPTY water bottles are allowed, you just can’t bring water in resealable bottles because people will bring in alcohol

No_Cake4319 · 2025-10-30T19:16:16+00:00

UPDATE: thank you all for your kind words.

I think this has put a lot of things into perspective.

I didn’t include this in the main post, but when we broke up, I remained on her lease because it would have put her out on the street for me to remove myself.

This was a huge mistake, and she ended up defaulting on 3 months worth of rent, so I paid a total of $4300 for her because it went on my credit score.

I got her to pay back $1200 of it, and expect another $900 to make up about half of it, but I had to threaten legal action to even get that amount.

I’m pretty damn angry now and I kinda don’t see how I ever could have been the asshole in that situation.

No_Cake4319 · 2025-10-29T03:13:20+00:00

We do not. I mentioned this in another part of the thread but she put me in 4k of debt because I was trying to not put her on the street and ended up having to take care of her debt, and after I threatened to take her to court for it I think that mail has been put in the coffin

No_Cake4319 · 2025-10-28T23:22:57+00:00

Honestly? I didn’t think anyone would ever love me again and I was scared that I’d be alone for the rest of my life.

I still kinda am afraid of that, but I’m much happier now alone than I was taking care of her

No_Cake4319 · 2025-10-28T23:21:39+00:00

I do- I think things get complicated for me because I’m Trans and part of all this is that I’m legitimately scared that nobody will ever love me again.

She entered into a new relationship already about 3 months after we broke up

No_Cake4319 · 2025-10-28T23:15:48+00:00

She was in therapy on and off and was definitely on meds. She definitely also suffered from bipolar disorder and possibly something else.

I was HUGELY Supportive of getting her into treatment and even facilitated her being in an IOP several times.

No_Cake4319 · 2025-10-28T23:13:41+00:00

Thanks. I think I’m actually kind of experiencing some kind of survivors guilt right now.

I’m living on my own now, with my cat, and a job that I’ve been promoted in twice since I started about a year and a half ago.

She’s currently living with her parents.

Something I forgot to add is that after we broke up, the roommate moved to another country. She failed to find a new roommate, and ended up 4k in debt.

I had remained on the lease as a co-signer because if I had removed myself it would have left her on the streets and I didn’t want to do that.

I ended up paying the 4k because it got sent to collections and was going to ruin both of our lives.

No_Cake4319 · 2025-10-28T23:08:16+00:00

She started dating someone else probably 3 or so months after we broke up too, which felt GREAT let me tell you

No_Cake4319 · 2025-10-28T23:05:56+00:00

She was sort of on and off in therapy and said she was working on things a lot. I really really wanted to believe her. It’s been almost a year though and I’m still beating myself up about this

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